I got a girl's number!
It has been forever.
My girl and I broke up on Monday- we had tried an open relationship for about two weeks, but I was too into her and she did not want to be that committed (and who can blame her? She's a college freshman, new away from her parents), so we just decided to end it. But she is still one of my best friends and a lot of the time we will still kiss and act normal. There is not a lack of emotion from anyone's part- we are both still pretty smitten. I think we will end up together when she is done playing.
So on Wednesday I went to Brothers, a gay club, with this hottie boy from work. I went and started talking to some boy named Jerry for him, and then I saw Jerry's friend, who was gorgeous. Long blonde hair, beautiful heart-stopping green eyes. She can kiss, and she's got a fucking amazing chest. I entered a duct-tape bikini contest- I was sober, don't know what I was thinking- had a lot of fun, got a bar tab, had my first tequila sunrise and blue mother fucker. The blue tasted like shit, though, so I wasn't able to drink much of it.
Yesterday was my last day of training at Ruby's and last night I ended up at Carlos' house. It was about thirty people milling around, drinking, playing games, watching movies. Dayi (the new ex) and Joe (my friend, her best) came, and we had a blast. I don't think Never Have I Ever will ever get boring as long as you are playing with new people. At first I was a little reserved 'cause I knew I would have to work with all these people, but the girls we were playing with were from Auburn (GA) and the only one I worked with was Lee.
Lee is going to have my babies. He took me on his beautiful GSXR and I had to apologize for wetting the seat. He's taken it up to 140, though it will go faster, but not with me on it.
And it is so random, but sometimes things that you hate and memories that you wish you could get rid of... sometimes you get nostalgic for them. Running around on a bike in areas of Tallahassee that I didn't know (we had to run back to his place to grab a movie), holding the boy in front of me, leaving my visor up because the cold was suddenly comforting... It was ridiculous the way certain areas of Tally look like others in Daytona, the way a few buildings and roads around the stadium are reminiscent of Riddle. For a moment I forgot where I was. He even took his left hand and placed it on my thigh, by my knee, like Alex would sometimes do. Though overall I do not miss Alex, there are always good details and memories that you begin to forget when the bad ones seem overwhelming. For a moment, I missed Daytona.
Classes are going well, I suppose. I have been really sick for about two weeks now, throwing up and coughing up my lungs, headaches, tiredness, etc. so I have a bit of catching up to do, but I have been attending my classes and am the proud owner of straight A's, which is good.
I moved into a new room with a friend of mine, Jess (New York), which has been nothing but fun. My other room was mine and Lissette's, and there were clear divisions. Now it's just our room; we have it opened up (you can use the furniture to sort of divide the room) and I thought it was the cutest thing when I walked into my room a couple mornings ago and found her asleep in my bed with the TV on. It's very relaxed.
And there is the update on my life! Being twenty sucks because I am so damn close... I never want to grow older than 24, though.
My girl and I broke up on Monday- we had tried an open relationship for about two weeks, but I was too into her and she did not want to be that committed (and who can blame her? She's a college freshman, new away from her parents), so we just decided to end it. But she is still one of my best friends and a lot of the time we will still kiss and act normal. There is not a lack of emotion from anyone's part- we are both still pretty smitten. I think we will end up together when she is done playing.
So on Wednesday I went to Brothers, a gay club, with this hottie boy from work. I went and started talking to some boy named Jerry for him, and then I saw Jerry's friend, who was gorgeous. Long blonde hair, beautiful heart-stopping green eyes. She can kiss, and she's got a fucking amazing chest. I entered a duct-tape bikini contest- I was sober, don't know what I was thinking- had a lot of fun, got a bar tab, had my first tequila sunrise and blue mother fucker. The blue tasted like shit, though, so I wasn't able to drink much of it.
Yesterday was my last day of training at Ruby's and last night I ended up at Carlos' house. It was about thirty people milling around, drinking, playing games, watching movies. Dayi (the new ex) and Joe (my friend, her best) came, and we had a blast. I don't think Never Have I Ever will ever get boring as long as you are playing with new people. At first I was a little reserved 'cause I knew I would have to work with all these people, but the girls we were playing with were from Auburn (GA) and the only one I worked with was Lee.
Lee is going to have my babies. He took me on his beautiful GSXR and I had to apologize for wetting the seat. He's taken it up to 140, though it will go faster, but not with me on it.
And it is so random, but sometimes things that you hate and memories that you wish you could get rid of... sometimes you get nostalgic for them. Running around on a bike in areas of Tallahassee that I didn't know (we had to run back to his place to grab a movie), holding the boy in front of me, leaving my visor up because the cold was suddenly comforting... It was ridiculous the way certain areas of Tally look like others in Daytona, the way a few buildings and roads around the stadium are reminiscent of Riddle. For a moment I forgot where I was. He even took his left hand and placed it on my thigh, by my knee, like Alex would sometimes do. Though overall I do not miss Alex, there are always good details and memories that you begin to forget when the bad ones seem overwhelming. For a moment, I missed Daytona.
Classes are going well, I suppose. I have been really sick for about two weeks now, throwing up and coughing up my lungs, headaches, tiredness, etc. so I have a bit of catching up to do, but I have been attending my classes and am the proud owner of straight A's, which is good.
I moved into a new room with a friend of mine, Jess (New York), which has been nothing but fun. My other room was mine and Lissette's, and there were clear divisions. Now it's just our room; we have it opened up (you can use the furniture to sort of divide the room) and I thought it was the cutest thing when I walked into my room a couple mornings ago and found her asleep in my bed with the TV on. It's very relaxed.
And there is the update on my life! Being twenty sucks because I am so damn close... I never want to grow older than 24, though.