same shit, just a different damn day.
ugh. i don't know what to do anymore. i can't make a right decision; everything i do fucks something up. me and jordan are FINALLY good again, and what do i do? fuck up everything. i didn't even know that it would matter, but i guess it did. i mean damn, i went to eat lunch with somebody.. what's he think i'm gonna do? i can't take much more of this. i love that boy to death and want to be with him more than anything, but i can't be in another relationship like THAT. i guess i'm just a fuck up after all.
"after all that i've been through, you'd think i'd hate the sight of you..."
"after all that i've been through, you'd think i'd hate the sight of you..."