THE WINTER WENT AWAIZ D: (and scary meme)
So I woke up this morning to Mike buzzing me on the computer going "Jayde! OMG! There is snow! :DDDDD" or some such twoddle. I don't think he was actually that enthusiastic. It was way to early (as in before noon) and he never has that much energy anyway. It would be unmanly. Point being, I looked out my window and sure enough INSTA-WINTER!!! 8DDDD
And what does Mother Nature do with my obvious enthusiasm for my sudden Winter Wonderland? Melts it! Oh woe is me! Shall winter never come? Will we be stuck with these dreadfully not warm but not entirely cold temperatures and drab dead scrubby browns for all eternity? *le sigh*
On another note, and to further the distinguished state of procrastination I find myself in, A MEME! HUZZAH!
You go do this too!
You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.
[Mood|
Dorky]
[Music| M.I.A. ~ Paper Planes]
[Location| The Dining Room, because for some reason I can kind of, sort of, sometimes do homework there, maybe...]
And what does Mother Nature do with my obvious enthusiasm for my sudden Winter Wonderland? Melts it! Oh woe is me! Shall winter never come? Will we be stuck with these dreadfully not warm but not entirely cold temperatures and drab dead scrubby browns for all eternity? *le sigh*
On another note, and to further the distinguished state of procrastination I find myself in, A MEME! HUZZAH!
You go do this too!
You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.
We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.
[Mood|
Dorky]
[Music| M.I.A. ~ Paper Planes]
[Location| The Dining Room, because for some reason I can kind of, sort of, sometimes do homework there, maybe...]