"I close my eyes, the world drops dead..."
I'm a week into school and I feel like an absolute failure.
I hate my astronomy class, because it is science I don't care about and math that I hate. I'm liking Musical Theater, but I never feel like I'm much good at it. (Fortunately the group number is "You Can't Stop the Beat" from Hairspray and I'm being Amber, so I don't have to really dance or sing for about the first half.) Theater 10 will either be a lot of stuff I already know or a lot of stuff I already know. Stage Managing so far has only involved auditions and I feel entirely inadiquate, and I'm so stressed just thinking about all the stuff I'm going to have on my plate for mostly non-academic classes that I've been a total bitch to everyone to the point where Tom is actually calling to make sure I'm okay.
Breathe. Breathe. Pass out. Breathe.
After auditions are over things will be more routine with rehearsals. On Monday I can go to tech with Jeremy, which always makes me feel better. For that matter, I could go Saturday. Things wil get more routine,and then I'll be less stressed. The homework load shouldn't be that huge anyway. Everything is fine. I will not panic.
I hate my astronomy class, because it is science I don't care about and math that I hate. I'm liking Musical Theater, but I never feel like I'm much good at it. (Fortunately the group number is "You Can't Stop the Beat" from Hairspray and I'm being Amber, so I don't have to really dance or sing for about the first half.) Theater 10 will either be a lot of stuff I already know or a lot of stuff I already know. Stage Managing so far has only involved auditions and I feel entirely inadiquate, and I'm so stressed just thinking about all the stuff I'm going to have on my plate for mostly non-academic classes that I've been a total bitch to everyone to the point where Tom is actually calling to make sure I'm okay.
Breathe. Breathe. Pass out. Breathe.
After auditions are over things will be more routine with rehearsals. On Monday I can go to tech with Jeremy, which always makes me feel better. For that matter, I could go Saturday. Things wil get more routine,and then I'll be less stressed. The homework load shouldn't be that huge anyway. Everything is fine. I will not panic.