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I'm procrastinating, yay!
I feel like all my entries lately say something to that effect. But it's always true.
I finished my lab project and extra credit that I've been working on for what seems like a lifetime, and now all I have left is to write essays for psych of aging. Borinnnngg. And tedious, OH SO TEDIOUS. The essays are these open ended type questions that we have to answer using stuff from class/the book/etc but I feel like they're loaded in a way. Question 1: "Should we dread aging?" No fence sitting. I think, after everything we've learned in the class, at least for essay purposes, I want to write yes. But I feel like her whole point in teaching this class is to convince us it's not that bad, at least in terms of memory and abilities because there are ways to prevent complete decline. Blasttttttt. Whatevs, I'll get it done.
I've been doing NOTHING but lazying around/studying for the past few days. I don't even know where the time goes. I'm just such a slow worker when it comes to projects on my own. I really don't get serious until the night before. That's a big problem. But hey I finished lab, so go me. It's just so weird. I've been staying up super late for no reason, sleeping in, wandering around, zack comes over to work on stuff with me (separate but to borrow my book what a mooch.. but I love him so its ok), he leaves, I procrastinate, make dinner, wander, maybe take a bath, read for pleasure, and then finally get back to work for a little while before sleeping.
My essays aren't due until 5pm tomorrow, but I want to finish them tonight so tomorrow will be a little less stressful. Granted, I do have exams on both wednesday and thursday (the one on wed I really do have to study for ugh) annddd I need to be hardcore packing but I just wanna tan and do nothinggg. wah.
Last night I watched the most ridiculous amount of tv. sooo many hours. date my mom and parental control are ridiculous!! Foreign parents are the best. And tattoos that say "sexy time" hahahahahah. OMG and this one black mom looked like a black version of Nancy it was the weirdest thing! And noone could understand bc it was just steph, jon, and kejia. boo. And then I watched Tivo'ed episodes of the OC. Oh how I love Tivo. Only I actually hate it when I'm watching tv with jon and if I miss ONE word someone said and I say "what did he say" he AUTOMATICALLY REWINDS instead of just saying the word. It's SO unneccesary. OR, I won't be paying attention, and something will amuse him, and he'll be like "Did you see that? Omg it was so funny. Watch. Just watch. Erika, are you looking? Look! Just really quick!!" Omg he is the MOST persistent person on earth and sometimes I just wanna kill him. I feel like thats such a married problem, lol. He's jsut so lovable though.
Tonight I made some (more) pasta and Jon and I shared one strand of linguine (lady and the tramp style). It made me happy.
I kinda like eating the noodles while they're cooking to "test" if they're ready or not. I like when they're a little squishy on the outside but still kinda crunchy on the inside. If they were salted or seasoned in some way that would be the best snack.
I am going to miss kj this summer. And everyone else who goes away for long periods of time while I drone my life away in boca. I can't even enjoy my pool (which is not even DONE btw agghghghghghgh) because i'll be working. SUCK. Jacuzzi nights at my place when it's ready fo sho though. And roasting marshmallows in the chiminea! Oh god I'm going to be fat.
I'm excited to see my brother, even though I know he's going to piss me off and ask me to drive my car like 34934839083 times and I'm going to say no because I do not want him and his smelly self/friends in my hot and sexy car. that I earned, not him!!! Biotch. He actually thought I was going to carpool with my mom to work every day and leave my car at home. 1. Not going to work at 7:30am. 2. He claimed "just to and from football"- oh yeah, like I want you and your field/sweat/grass/dirt smell in my car all over my leather and my spotless floor mats? I THINK NOT! And I'm sure it wouldn't just be for that. Ugh I can only imagine the damage he'd do. It still smells like new! Oh the horror.
Anyway he promised me he'd run with me. We can spend time doing that and he can like me more because of that as opposed to being cool and letting him borrow my car. Even though I hate running with a passion, I know it's soo good for you. Maybe I'll eventually like it? I don't know when we're going to do this and if we actually will but it'd be cool if we did, considering how ridiculous my figure has gotten. I know, I'm not HUGE but I'm definitely no stick and I have put on weight since last year and I'm less toned because I haven't been to the gym in forevs. And I feel gross, the end.
I kinda want to skip summer, in some ways. I'm sick of school, but I just hate work with a passion. Every day I wake up dreading it, and every day I come home from the freaking office I'm just WORN and it's the most tedious job ever and there's no reason for me to be tired but I AM. Ugh. I just like being in college. But I don't like being serious about it. I want to go back to freshman year.. already. So carefree. So delightful. But I do really miss my boca peeps.. I just hate how we're all so busy. And not all going to be together at the same times. And I just hate being the only one with a 9-5 job who gets left out of a lot of stuff unintentionally because I can't stay out too late :( But I can't not work. I don't have the choice like everyone else. Suck.
I have mixed feelings about the cruise. I'm obviously SO excited, but I really wish I was going with someone my age. I love my brothers to death and I have a ton of fun with them, but I'm sure they're going to want to do their own thing (which I can't do) and wah introducing myself and trying to make friends makes me feel awkward. Please let me just meet someone because of some set up situation as opposed to me doing it myself. Ugh, I'm pathetic. I also hope my dad/cheri don't stifle me and that Shannon is not overbearing and that my dad signs the thing so I can drink on the cruise. I think I'd be super pissed if he didn't. Just beer and wine! Yeah.
Ok. I'm starting to get sleepy and that's bad because I reallllllyyyyyyyy need to get to work. This was much longer than I intended it to be. Nitenite lovelies!
heart,
e
I feel like all my entries lately say something to that effect. But it's always true.
I finished my lab project and extra credit that I've been working on for what seems like a lifetime, and now all I have left is to write essays for psych of aging. Borinnnngg. And tedious, OH SO TEDIOUS. The essays are these open ended type questions that we have to answer using stuff from class/the book/etc but I feel like they're loaded in a way. Question 1: "Should we dread aging?" No fence sitting. I think, after everything we've learned in the class, at least for essay purposes, I want to write yes. But I feel like her whole point in teaching this class is to convince us it's not that bad, at least in terms of memory and abilities because there are ways to prevent complete decline. Blasttttttt. Whatevs, I'll get it done.
I've been doing NOTHING but lazying around/studying for the past few days. I don't even know where the time goes. I'm just such a slow worker when it comes to projects on my own. I really don't get serious until the night before. That's a big problem. But hey I finished lab, so go me. It's just so weird. I've been staying up super late for no reason, sleeping in, wandering around, zack comes over to work on stuff with me (separate but to borrow my book what a mooch.. but I love him so its ok), he leaves, I procrastinate, make dinner, wander, maybe take a bath, read for pleasure, and then finally get back to work for a little while before sleeping.
My essays aren't due until 5pm tomorrow, but I want to finish them tonight so tomorrow will be a little less stressful. Granted, I do have exams on both wednesday and thursday (the one on wed I really do have to study for ugh) annddd I need to be hardcore packing but I just wanna tan and do nothinggg. wah.
Last night I watched the most ridiculous amount of tv. sooo many hours. date my mom and parental control are ridiculous!! Foreign parents are the best. And tattoos that say "sexy time" hahahahahah. OMG and this one black mom looked like a black version of Nancy it was the weirdest thing! And noone could understand bc it was just steph, jon, and kejia. boo. And then I watched Tivo'ed episodes of the OC. Oh how I love Tivo. Only I actually hate it when I'm watching tv with jon and if I miss ONE word someone said and I say "what did he say" he AUTOMATICALLY REWINDS instead of just saying the word. It's SO unneccesary. OR, I won't be paying attention, and something will amuse him, and he'll be like "Did you see that? Omg it was so funny. Watch. Just watch. Erika, are you looking? Look! Just really quick!!" Omg he is the MOST persistent person on earth and sometimes I just wanna kill him. I feel like thats such a married problem, lol. He's jsut so lovable though.
Tonight I made some (more) pasta and Jon and I shared one strand of linguine (lady and the tramp style). It made me happy.
I kinda like eating the noodles while they're cooking to "test" if they're ready or not. I like when they're a little squishy on the outside but still kinda crunchy on the inside. If they were salted or seasoned in some way that would be the best snack.
I am going to miss kj this summer. And everyone else who goes away for long periods of time while I drone my life away in boca. I can't even enjoy my pool (which is not even DONE btw agghghghghghgh) because i'll be working. SUCK. Jacuzzi nights at my place when it's ready fo sho though. And roasting marshmallows in the chiminea! Oh god I'm going to be fat.
I'm excited to see my brother, even though I know he's going to piss me off and ask me to drive my car like 34934839083 times and I'm going to say no because I do not want him and his smelly self/friends in my hot and sexy car. that I earned, not him!!! Biotch. He actually thought I was going to carpool with my mom to work every day and leave my car at home. 1. Not going to work at 7:30am. 2. He claimed "just to and from football"- oh yeah, like I want you and your field/sweat/grass/dirt smell in my car all over my leather and my spotless floor mats? I THINK NOT! And I'm sure it wouldn't just be for that. Ugh I can only imagine the damage he'd do. It still smells like new! Oh the horror.
Anyway he promised me he'd run with me. We can spend time doing that and he can like me more because of that as opposed to being cool and letting him borrow my car. Even though I hate running with a passion, I know it's soo good for you. Maybe I'll eventually like it? I don't know when we're going to do this and if we actually will but it'd be cool if we did, considering how ridiculous my figure has gotten. I know, I'm not HUGE but I'm definitely no stick and I have put on weight since last year and I'm less toned because I haven't been to the gym in forevs. And I feel gross, the end.
I kinda want to skip summer, in some ways. I'm sick of school, but I just hate work with a passion. Every day I wake up dreading it, and every day I come home from the freaking office I'm just WORN and it's the most tedious job ever and there's no reason for me to be tired but I AM. Ugh. I just like being in college. But I don't like being serious about it. I want to go back to freshman year.. already. So carefree. So delightful. But I do really miss my boca peeps.. I just hate how we're all so busy. And not all going to be together at the same times. And I just hate being the only one with a 9-5 job who gets left out of a lot of stuff unintentionally because I can't stay out too late :( But I can't not work. I don't have the choice like everyone else. Suck.
I have mixed feelings about the cruise. I'm obviously SO excited, but I really wish I was going with someone my age. I love my brothers to death and I have a ton of fun with them, but I'm sure they're going to want to do their own thing (which I can't do) and wah introducing myself and trying to make friends makes me feel awkward. Please let me just meet someone because of some set up situation as opposed to me doing it myself. Ugh, I'm pathetic. I also hope my dad/cheri don't stifle me and that Shannon is not overbearing and that my dad signs the thing so I can drink on the cruise. I think I'd be super pissed if he didn't. Just beer and wine! Yeah.
Ok. I'm starting to get sleepy and that's bad because I reallllllyyyyyyyy need to get to work. This was much longer than I intended it to be. Nitenite lovelies!
heart,
e