Control.

[erca_mablex]

"what happened? all the times with Jesse and Mike! Breaking the bed, smearing a hotdog all over the walls, getting molested while I was stuck outside

Comments

[yourdeadlylove]

This entry makes me sad. but yea im not loving the whole growing up thing either. :( It sucks.

[oldincisions]

i dont know how you feel, because i never got involved in things like that, but i think i can say its equally bad looking at it from the outside. i would probably never say it to anybody for the sake of not wanting everyone to shun me even more, but the fact that i lost the people who were some of the best friends i'll probably ever have to things like drugs. i used to spend every day with you, i used to spend hours laughing and talking with jesse. i have nothing to do with any of you anymore because i just have nothing to relate to. i worry about things constantly..what if something happened to one of you

[snigglephish]

let's please go have some good clean sgettie factory fun ♥

[razorbladeluv11]

dont stop writing!! i like to read it!

i really wish i went grade and middle school with all you guys, then maybe i would miss it...i had mean friends who didnt care.

[frozenxkiss]

I'm really glad we talked about it the other night. I hope what I said was taken in the right context.

[frozenxkiss]

Also, I wanted to say this