Try to fix what you've done, turn back the time...
2 days ago my girlfriends invited me to the party at their place. It was first party in this new semester so I decided to come. There were also invited my other college-friends, inter alia P.
I have mentioned him once or twice here.
When I came there he had been already. He was drunk, I noticed that immediately. I ignored him and started to talk to my girlfriends. He was on the other side of room.
We were laughing and talking to and it was fun! I enjoyed it so much.
But at one moment he sat beside me and he touched me with his leg, I shifted telling him not to. What did he do? He bent up and put his arms around me putting his head on my shoulder. I could almost feel his face on my neck...
I was shocked. I did. It was so surprising because we have never been so close even when we were close mentally. But not in this physical aspect.
I didn't know what to do so I started to laugh. Everyone near us started laughing as well and then he let me go.
I was confused. We didn't talk to after.
I don't know what this supposed to mean and I do not care actually.
He hurt me so bad and I will never forget it. I can be his colleague, can talk to him and the stuff but nothing more.
There was something really nice and really important to me between us but he showed me it was a lie. He was lying me all this time. He just let me believe we were friends and that I could count on him. And when I was powerless he just crushed me.
Told me so many these awful things about myself which one by one just digging under my skin.
I really cared about him, I treated him as he was my best friend and he just fooled me.
And of course he has been pretending like everything's ok, but it is not.
Bob Marley said: The truth is: everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.
Definitely he is not.
I have mentioned him once or twice here.
When I came there he had been already. He was drunk, I noticed that immediately. I ignored him and started to talk to my girlfriends. He was on the other side of room.
We were laughing and talking to and it was fun! I enjoyed it so much.
But at one moment he sat beside me and he touched me with his leg, I shifted telling him not to. What did he do? He bent up and put his arms around me putting his head on my shoulder. I could almost feel his face on my neck...
I was shocked. I did. It was so surprising because we have never been so close even when we were close mentally. But not in this physical aspect.
I didn't know what to do so I started to laugh. Everyone near us started laughing as well and then he let me go.
I was confused. We didn't talk to after.
I don't know what this supposed to mean and I do not care actually.
He hurt me so bad and I will never forget it. I can be his colleague, can talk to him and the stuff but nothing more.
There was something really nice and really important to me between us but he showed me it was a lie. He was lying me all this time. He just let me believe we were friends and that I could count on him. And when I was powerless he just crushed me.
Told me so many these awful things about myself which one by one just digging under my skin.
I really cared about him, I treated him as he was my best friend and he just fooled me.
And of course he has been pretending like everything's ok, but it is not.
Bob Marley said: The truth is: everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.
Definitely he is not.