Help me find some reasons to be missed...

Oct 10, 2010 22:46

Last week was really sad. I was sad and felt like all world is just unfair...
My neighbor died. 19years old girl with so many plans and so much energy to live. In April she was diagnosed with some kind of leukemia and she needed to have a bone marrow transplantation. Since May she was waiting for it. We all were waiting with her. Only in October found the donor. But it was just too late.
She died during the surgery. Her heart was too weak and couldn't stand it.
Went to the funeral. Just had to though I avoid them. So many young people were there and had white flowers.
And when I was standing near the grave I reminded everything. My Dad's funeral nearly 5 years ago. 30 of October it will be exactly 5 years ago...
I didn't cry. Not then.
I will be crying 30 of Oct.

death, memories

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