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ok its official. im thoroughly pissed off. im tired of the crap that i am getting from my mother. the latest thing is : it is inappropriate for me to be staying over at the boys house all the time because i am 19 and unmarried and i dont pay rent over there. i can understand the not paying rent thing, and i know that i do contribute to that house hold. i.e. food. so they cant bitch. but what the fuck does me being 19 and unmarried have to do with anything? it doesnt matter. i downsized my stuff today. i gave my sister a lot of things of mine. so my closet basically looks empty. its got three big containers and a stool and a couple other things but other than that its empty. im not downsizing my books, i have to have the books and the two book shelves. but when i move i cant take the desk because its basically falling apart. and i cant take the dresser and the nightstand because they are moms, so the only major piece of funiture that i have is my bed and the two book shelves. so in all i will have like 3 boxes of books, three big containers and a couple other boxes for spare clothes and shoes, my bike and my computer, the bed and maybe a shelves or two that i use to show off my trinkets. other than that i have nothing. so i can leave at anytime.
i applied at convergys today. they should hire me because its football season and they normally dont not hire people at that time. so hopefully i will have a job soon. i need it if im going to be moving out soon. i cant take the control issues that my mom has on me.
now my car. i think i can leave it in my parents driveway for a while, at least till i have enough money to fix the engine. that should, hopefully at most, be no more than $5000. i hope its not that much. its as much as i spent on the car, actually more. but since the rest of the car is fine i think i should do that because its cheeper than trying to get a new car. until then matt said that i can use his car if necessary.
matts trying to help me in most of the crap that im having to deal with. he taught me how to drive a stick shift, that i can drive his truck to work. he wants to move out of mervyns because he tired of con shitting and pissing everywhere. and he wants me to move with him. and seeing as i already spend most of my time there anyways, and basically live with him now (staying in his room, sleeping next to him and stuff) i think i can do that without killing him. i mean, we would only sign a 6 month lease just in case but i think i that its for the best.
tell me your thoughts. i dont know what to do. i hate this.
i applied at convergys today. they should hire me because its football season and they normally dont not hire people at that time. so hopefully i will have a job soon. i need it if im going to be moving out soon. i cant take the control issues that my mom has on me.
now my car. i think i can leave it in my parents driveway for a while, at least till i have enough money to fix the engine. that should, hopefully at most, be no more than $5000. i hope its not that much. its as much as i spent on the car, actually more. but since the rest of the car is fine i think i should do that because its cheeper than trying to get a new car. until then matt said that i can use his car if necessary.
matts trying to help me in most of the crap that im having to deal with. he taught me how to drive a stick shift, that i can drive his truck to work. he wants to move out of mervyns because he tired of con shitting and pissing everywhere. and he wants me to move with him. and seeing as i already spend most of my time there anyways, and basically live with him now (staying in his room, sleeping next to him and stuff) i think i can do that without killing him. i mean, we would only sign a 6 month lease just in case but i think i that its for the best.
tell me your thoughts. i dont know what to do. i hate this.