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well things have not been very happy between my mom, dad and me for the past couple weeks. almost a month now. because of the money problem that my parents are having they thought that i was going to go and get a job and help pay for their bills. no i was not going to do that. yes, if i had to i would pay rent but i wasnt going to pay their bills. its not my job to fix their fuck up. so this added on to the fact that im once again dating matt, and have been for the past month, has made my mom a real bitch. she doesnt like matt now. ever since the break up shes had it in her head that matt is a creepy freak and shouldnt have anything to do with me. and since im not listening to her about that because he isnt, shes been treating me like shit. she only does once or two words at a time and gives me dirty looks. which is why i have been staying over at matt, mervyn and kaseys over the past 3 weeks, so that i dont have to deal with that. added on to this, she wrote on my whiteboard in my room while i was gone that i needed to get a job. that pissed me off. A. she went into my room. B, she turned on my computer when shes not supposed to do that and C, she wrote something mean. i know that writing get a job isnt all that mean but the conversations that have involved it lately have been so i could picture her as she wrote it. its a good thing that she is leaving for 5 days at the end of the month. then i dont have to deal with her at all because she will be in colorado. thank god. shes pissing me off. so if anyone is wondering where i am, i am at matts house most of the week and only go home to wash clothes and to repack my bag and stuff like that.
on a side note: matt had thrown a massive pile of clothes into his closet from his old apartment, which con (mervyns unfixed male cat) had shit on. so because i was bored i took and did the laundry, which was not a good idea since opening that closet meant that i would have to smell it. anyways, i ended up doing 20 loads of laundry in 3 days. that is just way too much laundry. i dont know anyone else that has that much laundry, its just not right. but at least i've gotten some shirts out of it. : ) lol.
on another side note: matt and i are thinking about moving in together. we're both tired of the fact that mervyn never cleans up after himself or his stupid cat and matt doesnt like how mom is treating me. and I REALLY dont like the shit that she has been trying to pull lately. so i think that i might actually do it. we'll see. i want peoples thoughts on this. the entire entry would be good. i just dont know what to do anymore, im so confused. i feel lost. i mean i cant go to school till i have my car either fixed or getting a new one, and i cant do that until i get a job and i am applying at convergys on wednesday but that doesnt mean i will actually be able to work there. its just all so confusing. grrrr... i hate life. why cant my parents actually be mature? is it all that complicated? no its not and im tired of dealing with it. damn im ranting. i'll stop now so that people dont start yelling at me.
on a side note: matt had thrown a massive pile of clothes into his closet from his old apartment, which con (mervyns unfixed male cat) had shit on. so because i was bored i took and did the laundry, which was not a good idea since opening that closet meant that i would have to smell it. anyways, i ended up doing 20 loads of laundry in 3 days. that is just way too much laundry. i dont know anyone else that has that much laundry, its just not right. but at least i've gotten some shirts out of it. : ) lol.
on another side note: matt and i are thinking about moving in together. we're both tired of the fact that mervyn never cleans up after himself or his stupid cat and matt doesnt like how mom is treating me. and I REALLY dont like the shit that she has been trying to pull lately. so i think that i might actually do it. we'll see. i want peoples thoughts on this. the entire entry would be good. i just dont know what to do anymore, im so confused. i feel lost. i mean i cant go to school till i have my car either fixed or getting a new one, and i cant do that until i get a job and i am applying at convergys on wednesday but that doesnt mean i will actually be able to work there. its just all so confusing. grrrr... i hate life. why cant my parents actually be mature? is it all that complicated? no its not and im tired of dealing with it. damn im ranting. i'll stop now so that people dont start yelling at me.