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i think i will confirm something that bronwyn said recently, how can life be going so well and than completely suck. or at least thats kinda what she said.
i fucking hate my job. i've been having trouble even doing my job because my arm has now deteriorated to me not even being able to lift my arm higher than the shoulder height. thats fun. plus i cant really pull or push things without something popping and then hurting. so i've been having trouble. but to top it all off, denise(lod - kinda) has been having people complaining that im on my phone when i should be working, which i havent done in over a month. i mean i keep my phone in my car now, how am i supposed to talk to someone on it? denise kept the servaliance people overnight a couple times now so that they could watch me on the cameras - which they said that i havent been on my phone, thank you very much. shes had people complain that i go to the bathroom to much and that im on my phone when i go to the bathroom - which i dont. if im going to the bathroom its either to use it or to puke. (i've been doing that a lot lately and i have no idea why, maybe its stress)
so i've had all this crap going on. and it pisses me off. i do my job, i mean yes over the past few weeks i've called in a lot, but that is only because my shoulder keeps acting up and being shitty. im not trying to be unreliable, its just happening.
i currently hate life.
on a happier note: matt and i are doing fine. not much to say there.
i fucking hate my job. i've been having trouble even doing my job because my arm has now deteriorated to me not even being able to lift my arm higher than the shoulder height. thats fun. plus i cant really pull or push things without something popping and then hurting. so i've been having trouble. but to top it all off, denise(lod - kinda) has been having people complaining that im on my phone when i should be working, which i havent done in over a month. i mean i keep my phone in my car now, how am i supposed to talk to someone on it? denise kept the servaliance people overnight a couple times now so that they could watch me on the cameras - which they said that i havent been on my phone, thank you very much. shes had people complain that i go to the bathroom to much and that im on my phone when i go to the bathroom - which i dont. if im going to the bathroom its either to use it or to puke. (i've been doing that a lot lately and i have no idea why, maybe its stress)
so i've had all this crap going on. and it pisses me off. i do my job, i mean yes over the past few weeks i've called in a lot, but that is only because my shoulder keeps acting up and being shitty. im not trying to be unreliable, its just happening.
i currently hate life.
on a happier note: matt and i are doing fine. not much to say there.