You can put the blame on me...
So tonight went alright too. Got almost everything done by 4 a.m. which is really good, it left me 2 and a half hours to put up two pallets of bread which I could hardly work anyway because it was a lot of the same shit, so once the facings were filled it was all backstock. I kind of don't want to leave this job, but on the other hand, it sure will be nice to sleep. I hate waiting on people to call me back too. Supposed to be hot today, like 90 something degrees... I went outside this morning and it was already humid, which doesn't bode well for the rest of the day. Me thinks this is going to fucking suck.
Still no baby from my sister... we're still waiting. By all experiences she should have went into labor by now. I don't think she's walking enough... I know that'll certainly speed up the process, she says she does, but I know her better than that. =P I'm intrigued on to how this baby looks...
I've been listening to a lot of rap lately, but I'm on a mission to find some new music. New rap, new rock. I haven't heard anything lately that just blew me away... like there's new material from artists I already listen to that I've found and like and it's good, but as far as new artists go, I've heard nothing exciting at all lately. I need more variety in my music so that's what I've been looking for. I want more old school rap, gangsta rap and more club rap (songs that make ya wanna dance). I want to hear some new rock too... something with awesome lyrics.
I'm also thinking about writing Ani's family a nice little letter about how I feel (I probably won't). On the one hand, they need to know what assholes they are, and what they do to their daughter and myself. On the other hand I don't want to completely destroy their relationship, because it'll create resentment; and it'll do a lot more harm than good. Maybe I'll write it in here to get everything off my chest and just pretend I sent it, I don't know.
I feel like me and Ani need to have some fun together. A little alone time I think will do us some good. We've been hella tense and stressed lately. Even a dinner and a movie would be awesome. Our problem is and as always is child care. We have no one here that we can trust to be able to babysit. We could take the kids along, but then if they act up it'll defeat the purpose and just be a waste of money. Maybe me and her go to dinner alone and bring the kids to the movie. They love the first Trandformers, maybe they'd like the second one enough to sit through it. Anyway, that's it for now...
Still no baby from my sister... we're still waiting. By all experiences she should have went into labor by now. I don't think she's walking enough... I know that'll certainly speed up the process, she says she does, but I know her better than that. =P I'm intrigued on to how this baby looks...
I've been listening to a lot of rap lately, but I'm on a mission to find some new music. New rap, new rock. I haven't heard anything lately that just blew me away... like there's new material from artists I already listen to that I've found and like and it's good, but as far as new artists go, I've heard nothing exciting at all lately. I need more variety in my music so that's what I've been looking for. I want more old school rap, gangsta rap and more club rap (songs that make ya wanna dance). I want to hear some new rock too... something with awesome lyrics.
I'm also thinking about writing Ani's family a nice little letter about how I feel (I probably won't). On the one hand, they need to know what assholes they are, and what they do to their daughter and myself. On the other hand I don't want to completely destroy their relationship, because it'll create resentment; and it'll do a lot more harm than good. Maybe I'll write it in here to get everything off my chest and just pretend I sent it, I don't know.
I feel like me and Ani need to have some fun together. A little alone time I think will do us some good. We've been hella tense and stressed lately. Even a dinner and a movie would be awesome. Our problem is and as always is child care. We have no one here that we can trust to be able to babysit. We could take the kids along, but then if they act up it'll defeat the purpose and just be a waste of money. Maybe me and her go to dinner alone and bring the kids to the movie. They love the first Trandformers, maybe they'd like the second one enough to sit through it. Anyway, that's it for now...