woot! I'm back!!!
OK so get this... i joined the library today!!!! YAY! that means ... yes oh yes... that i'm back! I get to use 1/2 hr of internet a day. :) lol yay! Im also checking out a book "Love to eat, Hate to eat: breaking the bondage of destructive eating habits." LOL I'm also planning on a liquid fast tomorrow! hahaha.
I start my new job tomorrow! So its gonna be a busy day *thankfully* except i wont really get to see Rich :( We both had a day off today and i was really excited but then they called him in... so he ended up working and giving me the day alone. YUCK. Although i havent done so badly -- for bfast i had yogurt and special k 140, But for lunch i ahd ritz crackers and cheese. So that had to be about 500 cals. ick. It's about 3:30 and i'm hungry. OH NO! but ok so im gonna or want to liquid fast tomorrow but at the same time i want to take it slow and carefully start restricting so i dont go back into binge mode. I haven't "binged" (meaning a large amount of food at once) in a long time. My biggest binge was 2 cupcakes and a sandwich... ok some of you are thinking "OMG" but those of you who know me are like "wow good job" haha. Cause some of you know how bad my binges used to be. Anyways... I can't believe i've gained so much weight. Rich says he can't even tell. I'mgonna start exercising again. oh lordy... look at me rambling... it feels so good to get back into the grove of things. Its like catching up with a long lost friend. lol ...
MUCH LOVE LADIES!!!! :)
miss you all more then you can imagine.
<3
I start my new job tomorrow! So its gonna be a busy day *thankfully* except i wont really get to see Rich :( We both had a day off today and i was really excited but then they called him in... so he ended up working and giving me the day alone. YUCK. Although i havent done so badly -- for bfast i had yogurt and special k 140, But for lunch i ahd ritz crackers and cheese. So that had to be about 500 cals. ick. It's about 3:30 and i'm hungry. OH NO! but ok so im gonna or want to liquid fast tomorrow but at the same time i want to take it slow and carefully start restricting so i dont go back into binge mode. I haven't "binged" (meaning a large amount of food at once) in a long time. My biggest binge was 2 cupcakes and a sandwich... ok some of you are thinking "OMG" but those of you who know me are like "wow good job" haha. Cause some of you know how bad my binges used to be. Anyways... I can't believe i've gained so much weight. Rich says he can't even tell. I'mgonna start exercising again. oh lordy... look at me rambling... it feels so good to get back into the grove of things. Its like catching up with a long lost friend. lol ...
MUCH LOVE LADIES!!!! :)
miss you all more then you can imagine.
<3