shot down
so today i moved back to school after a particularly shitty semester and a just as shitty winter job. i happened to come across a professor and asked him for a recommendation due the 10th. mind you i know it is late but this whole year has been pretty sucky.
i can't tell whether he was pissed off about how late it was or what but he shot down my hopes for art school and now i'm left with the embittered feeling that i'm going to be homeless, jobless, and shitty at everything i do or touch. gee golly i feel great.
now i'm waiting for him to call so he can see my portfolio (yes, he said all this horrible stuff without seeing it) and i'm not exactly awaiting to do so. i'm considering just skipping out.
no art school means i'm screwed. i'm not necessarily qualified for any job and i'll be damned if i go back to retail. my past four years my parents have continually told me to major in what i like and now i'm fucked. thanks mom and dad.
farewell for now while i browse some military service options.
i can't tell whether he was pissed off about how late it was or what but he shot down my hopes for art school and now i'm left with the embittered feeling that i'm going to be homeless, jobless, and shitty at everything i do or touch. gee golly i feel great.
now i'm waiting for him to call so he can see my portfolio (yes, he said all this horrible stuff without seeing it) and i'm not exactly awaiting to do so. i'm considering just skipping out.
no art school means i'm screwed. i'm not necessarily qualified for any job and i'll be damned if i go back to retail. my past four years my parents have continually told me to major in what i like and now i'm fucked. thanks mom and dad.
farewell for now while i browse some military service options.