Britney is pregnant again! Oh shit!!
So, it's around 11:30-something and I'm actually up. This is so very early for me. I just can't sleep. I went to bed at like 6 am, and have been waking up on and off and I don't feel like sleeping now? This moment is completely strange for me.
I figured, why not try and update things thoroughly for once though instead of just fucking around. Sooo, here it goes.
About two weeks or so ago, my mom finally admitted to her cheating on my poppa. The conversation went a little like this:
Her: "I suppose you're going to move to Florida and not even wrie me or call me or anything. You don't even love me, do you?"
Me: "Are you cheating on dad?"
Her: "What? No."
Me: "Then why do you run to the phone when it rings? Why do you go out on the nights that dad's out bowling and never tell us where you're going or who you're with?"
Her: "Is it really that important?"
Me: "When you ask me, I tell you."
Her: "Yes, I'm cheating on your dad, okay? I'm cheating."
Me: "Who is he?"
Her: "You don't need to know that."
Then she changed the subject like nothing at all happened. I called and told my sister later that night. When Amy got up the guts to ask mom about it, she denied it. She said it's the only way she could have gotten me to shut up.
She believed mom up until a few nights ago. Amy called me and told me that mom was supposed to come over, but completely blew her off. And when Amy tried to tell her she's drive to Wellston instead of mom driving to Jackson, mom yelled and told her that she had plans to do her own thing, and if she'd drive down, that she wouldn't be there.
Lately the whole situation has been nagging at me pretty badly. I'm not depressed or anything like that though. As far as I'm concerned, everything in my life is perfect. And I'm so thankful that Nicole and her mom have been letting me stay with them for the last few months, and well, forever. We really can't wait to move to FL together.
Anywho, I haven't really mentioned Nicole or Brandon. They're the two biggest people in my life right now.
Nicole is the sweetest. We've become closer than anyone has ever been to either of us. There's a quote from the Little Rascals that I tell her all the time..."You only get your once-in-a-lifetime bestfriend, once in a lifetime." The very best thing about Nicole is that she understands me, and even more than that, she isn't afraid to do stupid shit with me. It was just a few weeks ago that we dressed up like guys out of complete boredom. It was hilarious.
Then there's Brandon. If you want to get technical, he's my "boyfriend." And, the girl who doesn't committ, committs. Awkward. A little more about Brandon though...I told him this last night...
"You're not the funniest guy I've heard,
And you're not the cutest by far
You aren't the best talker
Or anything of the sort
And yet, you are absolutely perfect to me."
He liked it, a lot.
He's seriously amazing. Let me tell you an amazing story.
Last night I was drunk out of my fuckin' mind. Late nights at the tattoo shop are too much sometimes, I tell ya. But yeah, after I got back, and he got done with Prom (yes, he's a senior, but he's only 7 months younger...) he came over. Nicole was drunk too, and left the room to call Chris. Anywaysss, I hit on him. Like, really bad. Now for all who doesn't know,I'm still a virgin. By choice, of course. I've been waiting for the right time, right guy, and right opportunity for a while. Last night seemed to be a good time for me. So, I brought it to topic, and he told me no! I tried convincing him for like, 45 minutes. We never ended up going there. I'm really glad too, just becaause I've seen a different side of him. He told me that he didn't want to feel like he was taking advantage of me, and he didn't want to ruin things in the beginning. It's too early in the relationship. I was shocked, and even more so, thrilled.
Now, any NORMAL person might be kind of embarrassed. But me, nope. I'm pretty sure this is the greatest thing in the world. I've been caling hima tease non-stop and I'm pretty sure I'm going to be telling this story a lot. I think it's hilarious. All the times I've been called a tease, and said no...well, hmm, I guess what goes around really does come back around. :]
[Post written in early morning]
I figured, why not try and update things thoroughly for once though instead of just fucking around. Sooo, here it goes.
About two weeks or so ago, my mom finally admitted to her cheating on my poppa. The conversation went a little like this:
Her: "I suppose you're going to move to Florida and not even wrie me or call me or anything. You don't even love me, do you?"
Me: "Are you cheating on dad?"
Her: "What? No."
Me: "Then why do you run to the phone when it rings? Why do you go out on the nights that dad's out bowling and never tell us where you're going or who you're with?"
Her: "Is it really that important?"
Me: "When you ask me, I tell you."
Her: "Yes, I'm cheating on your dad, okay? I'm cheating."
Me: "Who is he?"
Her: "You don't need to know that."
Then she changed the subject like nothing at all happened. I called and told my sister later that night. When Amy got up the guts to ask mom about it, she denied it. She said it's the only way she could have gotten me to shut up.
She believed mom up until a few nights ago. Amy called me and told me that mom was supposed to come over, but completely blew her off. And when Amy tried to tell her she's drive to Wellston instead of mom driving to Jackson, mom yelled and told her that she had plans to do her own thing, and if she'd drive down, that she wouldn't be there.
Lately the whole situation has been nagging at me pretty badly. I'm not depressed or anything like that though. As far as I'm concerned, everything in my life is perfect. And I'm so thankful that Nicole and her mom have been letting me stay with them for the last few months, and well, forever. We really can't wait to move to FL together.
Anywho, I haven't really mentioned Nicole or Brandon. They're the two biggest people in my life right now.
Nicole is the sweetest. We've become closer than anyone has ever been to either of us. There's a quote from the Little Rascals that I tell her all the time..."You only get your once-in-a-lifetime bestfriend, once in a lifetime." The very best thing about Nicole is that she understands me, and even more than that, she isn't afraid to do stupid shit with me. It was just a few weeks ago that we dressed up like guys out of complete boredom. It was hilarious.
Then there's Brandon. If you want to get technical, he's my "boyfriend." And, the girl who doesn't committ, committs. Awkward. A little more about Brandon though...I told him this last night...
"You're not the funniest guy I've heard,
And you're not the cutest by far
You aren't the best talker
Or anything of the sort
And yet, you are absolutely perfect to me."
He liked it, a lot.
He's seriously amazing. Let me tell you an amazing story.
Last night I was drunk out of my fuckin' mind. Late nights at the tattoo shop are too much sometimes, I tell ya. But yeah, after I got back, and he got done with Prom (yes, he's a senior, but he's only 7 months younger...) he came over. Nicole was drunk too, and left the room to call Chris. Anywaysss, I hit on him. Like, really bad. Now for all who doesn't know,I'm still a virgin. By choice, of course. I've been waiting for the right time, right guy, and right opportunity for a while. Last night seemed to be a good time for me. So, I brought it to topic, and he told me no! I tried convincing him for like, 45 minutes. We never ended up going there. I'm really glad too, just becaause I've seen a different side of him. He told me that he didn't want to feel like he was taking advantage of me, and he didn't want to ruin things in the beginning. It's too early in the relationship. I was shocked, and even more so, thrilled.
Now, any NORMAL person might be kind of embarrassed. But me, nope. I'm pretty sure this is the greatest thing in the world. I've been caling hima tease non-stop and I'm pretty sure I'm going to be telling this story a lot. I think it's hilarious. All the times I've been called a tease, and said no...well, hmm, I guess what goes around really does come back around. :]
[Post written in early morning]