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i just got waitlisted for rush university, which was basically my back up school and also the lowest-ranked school on the (on hindsight, too short) list of schools i applied for.
i don't know, i never counted on NOT being accepted into rush, holy crap.
this is the strangest feeling. i've been telling myself to think realistically this entire time, because it's really competitive out there, and of course i might not get accepted anywhere, but the real reality is i've never been told no for something i've really wanted before. mostly because i've always worked like hell to get it and that's usually enough.
i want to unsee that email.
unfortunately there's still two weeks to get through the remaining four rejections i am probably going to face. yay.
that'll teach me to count my eggs before they hatch.
waitlisted.
i don't know, i never counted on NOT being accepted into rush, holy crap.
this is the strangest feeling. i've been telling myself to think realistically this entire time, because it's really competitive out there, and of course i might not get accepted anywhere, but the real reality is i've never been told no for something i've really wanted before. mostly because i've always worked like hell to get it and that's usually enough.
i want to unsee that email.
unfortunately there's still two weeks to get through the remaining four rejections i am probably going to face. yay.
that'll teach me to count my eggs before they hatch.
waitlisted.