fairies *do* exist

[eowyn797]

So, I am like, officially *obsessed* with Jon Hamm now. It's those tailored suits on Mad Men, I just know it. And really, who wouldn't be? Speaking of which, what an awesomely fantastic show. REALLY NOW

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[eowyn797]

Ah, no, we're still together, but things are complicated. He doesn't have a job right now and he also doesn't have a degree, so we are looking into what options for him there might be there to make the whole thing feasible. I don't know how much I'd really want to go alone to a country for a year again... I've sorta played that track before and, while things are lovely and amazing and new, they are also deeply sad and lonely sometimes. I feel like I've just been starting over, over and over again, my whole life. I want to take a connection and move forward to a new place *with* it, if that makes any sense.

I've spent the month so far since we've been back from Michigan, looking into new places to go, since this town is small, sort of isolated and the job market is so restrictive. I love my job, but there's nowhere for me to move up or on or anything, so I think it's time for something new. You know how it goes, being capable of anything at all yet paralyzed by insecurity in the face of all those choices. Sometimes we see too many sides at once and it's hard to pick a path, doubly so when you're taking two lives into account. I'm ready for a leap.

A girl who used to work with me was talking about Hard House a while back - dunno if she's still going. I don't know how into that particular style of music i am, but, having never been, i should refrain from judgement :) I think I'll just skip any semblance of a massive this year and have my BSG-o-ween at home...save up for what i hope is another amazing TAO this year.

I hope your back is up and at 'em in time for Knotts next weekend...I've never been, but I know you love it! I hope you get to enjoy it in all its glory :)