Jan 07, 2007 11:35
Last day of x-mas vacation...
This vacation went really fast, as they usually do. It felt different this time though. There was no Heather around, and the band trip. It was really weird not having Heather around all the time. It's weird not talking to her a lot. It was kinda like this when she stopped going to PC and went to Fresno State, but she was still dating Tim so she was still around. I know it's hard to keep in touch with people sometimes..it's really easy to loose contact. I really don't want to loose contact with her. I mean I don't think, at least not for a long time, will I loose complete contact. But it just makes me sad..we used to talk about everything. I miss hanging out with, talking with her. We just have different lives. We still talk, just not that often lol.
But ya this vacation just seemed a little different..usually I can find some little thing to do, like watch a movie or read or something that'll make me happy when I'm bored, something to just do and relax. But I couldn't find ne thing like that to do..I've just been restless lately lol, who knows. It's weird to think that this time next year, we'll have to come home from college for Christmas break. There's just so much to think about lol. But I have had a lot of fun over the vacation: hanging with family, friends, band trip, x-mas and so much more. A lot of good new memories
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Anyways..so ya school tomorrow. In a way I want to go back cause of all our friends. But I don't wanna go back to the stress, plus I know these next 5 months are gonna go by fast and we'll be graduating before we know it..I don't want it to go by fast. I don't want to stay in high school forever, but I'm not ready to leave it behind yet. Tomorrow shouldn't really be that hard though..in math we'll probably actually work lol, in humanities..who knows either we'll actually work or Dupree will just talk (most likely haha). In civics we'll probably get the whole syllabus thing again lol! And we'll probably talk in band and pass out festival music. On the bright side we have a three day weekend this first weekend ^-^.
And thanks for coming over the other night guys, it was fun. It did cheer me up :). She's the Man always makes you feel better haha.
Like I said..what everything comes down to is that I need a boyfriend :p :p haha, I'm half kidding :p.
Anyways, today I'm just chillin if ne one wants to do ne thing :). I've got to pack my backpack tonight, woo. Have an awesome last day of vacation! Talk to you guys later, and see you tomorrow.
Love always,
~KT