**Edit for Update**
I posted the following letter-to-self
here two days ago, and two people commented on the post. And it was actually really encouraging. Who knew??
**End Edit**
Dear Self,
Get your act together. You just might lose everything, if you haven't already. Figure out why the pursuit of your desires comes across as controlling and ocd. Then fix it. God-damn.
Struggling to even look you in the eye,
Yourself