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So I just got an email saying I'd been awarded a scholarship for my academic achievement as a transfer student. Nothing I applied for, just something where they go through and say, "Hey, whom should we give money to?" So that's nice. A little strange.
I've been feeling pathetic all day, and part of it is because I guess I expect reciprocity in that pathetic feeling. I still have a big problem with blowing things out of proportion with overthinking, and I always end up thinking the worst.
I think I have a job. At a liquor store. Oh man, and they're very big on making sure the bottles are all lined up evenly. They don't even know. Mmm mmm mmm.
I can't tell if I'm hungry or feeling a little sick. I wish I could have cuddling, but that's not to be, so I guess I'll curl up with Agatha Christie and my pink throw pillow.
I've been feeling pathetic all day, and part of it is because I guess I expect reciprocity in that pathetic feeling. I still have a big problem with blowing things out of proportion with overthinking, and I always end up thinking the worst.
I think I have a job. At a liquor store. Oh man, and they're very big on making sure the bottles are all lined up evenly. They don't even know. Mmm mmm mmm.
I can't tell if I'm hungry or feeling a little sick. I wish I could have cuddling, but that's not to be, so I guess I'll curl up with Agatha Christie and my pink throw pillow.