.today

[envyurdemise]

today i put on one of ur hoodies and a long perfect strand of ur hair was tucked in the sleeve and tickling my arm. havent been this crushed in about two weeks and i just crashed....theres remains of u everywhere, it doesnt fade and im glad it doesnt just i need a fucking break from being so hrut, it never stops.
so i drink every night until i black out and i dont feel a thing and i wake up each stupid morning and go.
idk whats keeping me here but im here
i hope ur watching over me.
miss u.