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Long time since I have written in this. Too long. I can't actually believe how much has happened since then, and if I were to try and type it all, I'd be here for days.
Things in my life right now are so confusing. I feel like all I'm doing is going round and round in circles, with noone to help me keep going. I feel like I'm doing things becoz I have to, not coz I want to. And then there is times where I just let go too much, and lose things that were the most important to me, and gain burdens I wish never to have gain.
So now, I'm gonna try and do a quick run through with where my life is right now. I'm still at uni, but I dropped half my courses to increase my uai, so I can get into something I actually wanna do. I love languages, so I think I'll head that way. My $180 000 business may be taken away from me in the next couple of months, and I have little say towards the idea. I keep meeting these nameless girls, and that's the way they stay, which I hate. And last saturday night will be the last time I am getting drunk while I still have access to my phone. Those who know enough know what I'm on about.
I've been taught the horrid lesson of learning who my true friends are. The ones that no matter what happens in life, they're still there for you. No matter the distance, the level of contact, or whatever. Not a nice lesson to learn, but one I'm happy to have learnt.
Things I am happy about tho, I have grown stronger bonds with a few people, I have met a lot of new people up at uni, and I'm finally starting to get my life together. Also, it's my bday soon! I hope to see everyone there! You'll all get invites soon, just doing them up now.
There was a song, that related to my life for a while there, I want to show it to you all. It's called 'Rest in Pieces' by a band called Saliva.
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did,
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine.
You look so beautiful tonight,
Remind me how you laid us down,
And gently smiled,
Before you destroyed my life...
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
You got much closer than I thought you did,
I'm in your reach,
You held me in your hands...
But could you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Could you find, could you find in your heart?
Could you find, could you find in your heart?
(Let Me Rest In Pieces)
This is exactly how it was. Now we're getting better. All in due time, surrounded by those who will be there forever.
Things in my life right now are so confusing. I feel like all I'm doing is going round and round in circles, with noone to help me keep going. I feel like I'm doing things becoz I have to, not coz I want to. And then there is times where I just let go too much, and lose things that were the most important to me, and gain burdens I wish never to have gain.
So now, I'm gonna try and do a quick run through with where my life is right now. I'm still at uni, but I dropped half my courses to increase my uai, so I can get into something I actually wanna do. I love languages, so I think I'll head that way. My $180 000 business may be taken away from me in the next couple of months, and I have little say towards the idea. I keep meeting these nameless girls, and that's the way they stay, which I hate. And last saturday night will be the last time I am getting drunk while I still have access to my phone. Those who know enough know what I'm on about.
I've been taught the horrid lesson of learning who my true friends are. The ones that no matter what happens in life, they're still there for you. No matter the distance, the level of contact, or whatever. Not a nice lesson to learn, but one I'm happy to have learnt.
Things I am happy about tho, I have grown stronger bonds with a few people, I have met a lot of new people up at uni, and I'm finally starting to get my life together. Also, it's my bday soon! I hope to see everyone there! You'll all get invites soon, just doing them up now.
There was a song, that related to my life for a while there, I want to show it to you all. It's called 'Rest in Pieces' by a band called Saliva.
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did,
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine.
You look so beautiful tonight,
Remind me how you laid us down,
And gently smiled,
Before you destroyed my life...
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
You got much closer than I thought you did,
I'm in your reach,
You held me in your hands...
But could you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Could you find, could you find in your heart?
Could you find, could you find in your heart?
(Let Me Rest In Pieces)
This is exactly how it was. Now we're getting better. All in due time, surrounded by those who will be there forever.