I THROW SHOES!.. honestly... haha :)
alright im so bored right now.. i was supposed to go out with jenny tonight.. but i didnt want to be out too late cuz i have got to get up early and go to the mall tomorrow with my grandmother. so im sitting here bored...and being comtemplative... yeah.. not a good mix. GRR..
there is toooooo much going on right now.. high school is done.. which is really cool, but really scary. Im afraid i wont make friends at school next year. Also, i miss a lot of people and it makes me sad. Bolaji called me tonight.. weird.. havent talked to "bahmiji" in a long time. Hahaha. .lena and jill know what im talking about. HAHAHA it was so funny, cuz when i got home my grandma said "bahmiji" called tonight.. hahah i just started CRACKING up.
i talked to brian tonight... that too was weird. I dunno about that whole thang. I was hoping id get to talk to dan tonight, cuz i wanted to ask him if he was going to katies graduation party, but he is not on... and do not have the means nor the desire to call anyone right now. I want to drive to michigan tonight... i dont know why michigan... but i want to drive there.. hey i did i could see tom, brad, jason, AND tony. I miss them. they are such cool guys.
why do i get along with guys better then chicks? i mean... i dont get it... i dont think im that different from most girls.. i mean except for the fact i have a penis and a vagina.. haha no j/k about being a she-male. but honestly.... what is it about me that makes me so "anti" female. Im a female.. .shouldnt i get along with them? meh.. and most of the girls im friends with are like me.. in the sense that they usually get along with guys MUCH better. I know some girls that are going to be living in this house next year.. there are going to EIGHT of them .. EIGHT!! thats freaking crazy if you ask me. Gah.. i wish i could handle that.. id either kill someone or me... cuz i could not handle that.
bleh.. oh well. tomorrow im going to purchase my new phone... im hoping i get a camera phone.. i think that'd be pretty spiffy.
TO MADISON: i hope you feel better :) you're too cool to waste your time fretting over some people. Oh yeah.. and your female situation will improve.. and stick to your guns... who gives a fuck if her parents dont like you.
alrighty..well im going to go.
adios.
niki
there is toooooo much going on right now.. high school is done.. which is really cool, but really scary. Im afraid i wont make friends at school next year. Also, i miss a lot of people and it makes me sad. Bolaji called me tonight.. weird.. havent talked to "bahmiji" in a long time. Hahaha. .lena and jill know what im talking about. HAHAHA it was so funny, cuz when i got home my grandma said "bahmiji" called tonight.. hahah i just started CRACKING up.
i talked to brian tonight... that too was weird. I dunno about that whole thang. I was hoping id get to talk to dan tonight, cuz i wanted to ask him if he was going to katies graduation party, but he is not on... and do not have the means nor the desire to call anyone right now. I want to drive to michigan tonight... i dont know why michigan... but i want to drive there.. hey i did i could see tom, brad, jason, AND tony. I miss them. they are such cool guys.
why do i get along with guys better then chicks? i mean... i dont get it... i dont think im that different from most girls.. i mean except for the fact i have a penis and a vagina.. haha no j/k about being a she-male. but honestly.... what is it about me that makes me so "anti" female. Im a female.. .shouldnt i get along with them? meh.. and most of the girls im friends with are like me.. in the sense that they usually get along with guys MUCH better. I know some girls that are going to be living in this house next year.. there are going to EIGHT of them .. EIGHT!! thats freaking crazy if you ask me. Gah.. i wish i could handle that.. id either kill someone or me... cuz i could not handle that.
bleh.. oh well. tomorrow im going to purchase my new phone... im hoping i get a camera phone.. i think that'd be pretty spiffy.
TO MADISON: i hope you feel better :) you're too cool to waste your time fretting over some people. Oh yeah.. and your female situation will improve.. and stick to your guns... who gives a fuck if her parents dont like you.
alrighty..well im going to go.
adios.
niki