Je T'Aime Tant
I realize I am insane.
I calculate stars and count them and recount them and their in my eyes and in yours and I search the silver shimmer, I want to rewind and pause.
You scratched my heart darlin'.
My scars are deep and underneath.
You cannot see.
i remember the names and faces, I live in that world. And they stare when I laugh alone and distance from reality.
You are the constant back of my mind. You are the music of my skin, you wrote your name inside my eyelids.
You are the single word stuck behind my teeth, why I do not speak
And I dream of the liquid around you, I dream every night.
A silent, relaxed and still torture that no one knows. Why I do not speak.
I walk passed you and we pretend the summers and winters we did now share.
If they could see us yell, us face to face theyd see our missing halves. Theyd know. stunned as if they were watching the eclipse or the implosion of a star.
Why we do not speak.
I held your head in my arms darlin', and a tear down your face you left your eyes open as you left. And you layed in my arms as I rocked you back and forth. No words.
Why we do not speak.
It was beautiful.
hallelujah
I calculate stars and count them and recount them and their in my eyes and in yours and I search the silver shimmer, I want to rewind and pause.
You scratched my heart darlin'.
My scars are deep and underneath.
You cannot see.
i remember the names and faces, I live in that world. And they stare when I laugh alone and distance from reality.
You are the constant back of my mind. You are the music of my skin, you wrote your name inside my eyelids.
You are the single word stuck behind my teeth, why I do not speak
And I dream of the liquid around you, I dream every night.
A silent, relaxed and still torture that no one knows. Why I do not speak.
I walk passed you and we pretend the summers and winters we did now share.
If they could see us yell, us face to face theyd see our missing halves. Theyd know. stunned as if they were watching the eclipse or the implosion of a star.
Why we do not speak.
I held your head in my arms darlin', and a tear down your face you left your eyes open as you left. And you layed in my arms as I rocked you back and forth. No words.
Why we do not speak.
It was beautiful.
hallelujah