You are my sunshine.
God...I love you Chris. I love you so much, past any words restraints or recollation. I sit here, you just left, i feel as if i havent seen you in days and days...only to recall that i shall see you in the morning. Im still every bit as giddy and anxious as i was the first day i laid these big brown eyes upon yours....and i cant even coat what i mean with poetic tellings of affections. Just....I love you. Very very very very very very..very much. I'm too connected to you, to slip or fade away. In less than a week...it will have been one year. In less than a YEAR....we shall live in those aparentments and be on our merry NOBLE ways.
I was always a reclusive person. Angela..never letting anyone in you know what that word truly means, or at least who she is. With you...I'm an open book. I tell you everything..every damn embarassing thing.
You make me happy....im not a naturally happy person, smiles have never came too easily.
You take my breath away....from when you kiss me, speak to me, caress my cheek...look me in the eyes. You know me so well, and you can say everything but uttering never a sound.
You tell me I'm beautiful...perhaps someday I'll see this as I see all the beauty within you. I believe in you...i'd give up everything just to be..here. I'll always be with you. This heart that pulses and pounds within this body lifeless without you, only for you. Me, this one being...is tied in eternity and bound into one entity with the one person who meshes with my soul. I love you. God, i wish i could find the words. I wish they existed. But then sadly there'd be a restraint..which is impossible. Listen to me ramble.....go on...do eet. I love you, Christabear.
Marry me......run away with me....everyday feels like a dream sequence, and if that were the case...never let me wake up. Always keep me in this state...here with you, me in your embrace.
In this love, devine.
I love you.
Forever & Always.
<333.
I was always a reclusive person. Angela..never letting anyone in you know what that word truly means, or at least who she is. With you...I'm an open book. I tell you everything..every damn embarassing thing.
You make me happy....im not a naturally happy person, smiles have never came too easily.
You take my breath away....from when you kiss me, speak to me, caress my cheek...look me in the eyes. You know me so well, and you can say everything but uttering never a sound.
You tell me I'm beautiful...perhaps someday I'll see this as I see all the beauty within you. I believe in you...i'd give up everything just to be..here. I'll always be with you. This heart that pulses and pounds within this body lifeless without you, only for you. Me, this one being...is tied in eternity and bound into one entity with the one person who meshes with my soul. I love you. God, i wish i could find the words. I wish they existed. But then sadly there'd be a restraint..which is impossible. Listen to me ramble.....go on...do eet. I love you, Christabear.
Marry me......run away with me....everyday feels like a dream sequence, and if that were the case...never let me wake up. Always keep me in this state...here with you, me in your embrace.
In this love, devine.
I love you.
Forever & Always.
<333.