well that was dramatic
Ok so I think my last post was a little melodramatic. While all of the things are basically what I am feeling, 3 am brings out the wacko in anyone I think.
So things are bad, yes. Will I survive, yes.
But is just surviving the way I want to go through life? NO.
That is a BIG FAT NO!
People say to e sometimes, "oh, it will get better." But the people that say that first off don't bother to really find out what is going on so how would they know if it is going to get better.
I love my friends. I see my friends every weekend. I know if i said something to some of them they would totally be willing to help.
But asking for help is really hard. And I tend not to enjoy bothering other people with my problems despite my affinity for helping people deal with their problems.
It is all to hard to deal with right now. It is giving me a headache.
So things are bad, yes. Will I survive, yes.
But is just surviving the way I want to go through life? NO.
That is a BIG FAT NO!
People say to e sometimes, "oh, it will get better." But the people that say that first off don't bother to really find out what is going on so how would they know if it is going to get better.
I love my friends. I see my friends every weekend. I know if i said something to some of them they would totally be willing to help.
But asking for help is really hard. And I tend not to enjoy bothering other people with my problems despite my affinity for helping people deal with their problems.
It is all to hard to deal with right now. It is giving me a headache.