This is war.

[enteringxghost]

I'm having a really horrible week, and it's only Wednesday. Well, the bad "week" started back on Saturday, I think, but who cares. The few good moments are great, but the rest...I don't even feel like fucking explaining right now, and I know I sound all angsty at the moment, but stuff is really starting to suck. School is just enraging. The normally controllable internal conflicts continue, now unfixably uncontrollable. Home sucks. I'm spending most of the day and night locked in my room, alternately playing my guitar and headbanging. I haven't slept for more than forty-five minutes a night in four or five days. And I think I'm about ready to punch a hole in my wall.

Also, for some reason, I'm being extraordinarily nostalgic, and I don't even know WHY. I'm lost. Things just seem...blurred. I don't think I can take any more days like this before I collapse on my bed, throw a temper tantrum, cry, then black out.

I'm sorry for the sudden onset of angsty entries, guys. Please forgive me. Hopefully, things'll clear up soon, and I'll get back to my usual rambling, random, silly manner. :D And while I'm apologizing, I'm sorry I've been so bad at commenting lately; it's been kind of hard to concentrate. Please forgive me, again. I'll be better all around soon.

But right now, I think I'm going to find a bottle of wine or vodka and get very, very drunk, then sit in the corner and play my guitar until I pass out.

PEANUT BUTTER!