Day 17 of No Sleep
I've had it. I think I'm going to break down and shoot up with Nyquil tonight. I don't even *KNOW* why I can't sleep. It's pitiful.
So I'm more cranky than normal. The sleep deprivation was so bad that I couldn't get up to go to work this morning on time. I ended up calling out and went in 3 hours late. I was absolutely more human, and the nausea went away... I hate when you're so tired that it makes you sick.
I have no idea what's keeping me up. I'm not really stressed about work. That's just something I have to give time to each day. I'm not really stressed about much of anything. Just trying to get Doug to figure out what he wants to do with his shop, and that's not even really stressing *ME* out so much as it's bothering Topher. I have no problem telling Doug and Sue what they can and can't do, and then making sure they do what I tell them or else they don't get paid. Feh. Gotta treat 40+ yr olds like they're 8 and earning an allowance.
I'm also mulling over whether or not to go back to college. Not really *seriously* mind you.. maybe for some of those silly classes, like poetry, or photography, or drawing. I think I could handle that. I don't think there's any way I could handle something like Calc or Physics right now. But again, that's not something gnawing away at me when I try to sleep.
I don't know what it is. I can't get comfortable. Then I can't quiet my mind. Then it's too bright, then too loud, then the cat's on me... then then then... *head into wall* Argh!!!!!!
I'm so dead tired that I am falling asleep at work, yet it takes me HOURS to fall asleep at home. This is not good.
So I'm more cranky than normal. The sleep deprivation was so bad that I couldn't get up to go to work this morning on time. I ended up calling out and went in 3 hours late. I was absolutely more human, and the nausea went away... I hate when you're so tired that it makes you sick.
I have no idea what's keeping me up. I'm not really stressed about work. That's just something I have to give time to each day. I'm not really stressed about much of anything. Just trying to get Doug to figure out what he wants to do with his shop, and that's not even really stressing *ME* out so much as it's bothering Topher. I have no problem telling Doug and Sue what they can and can't do, and then making sure they do what I tell them or else they don't get paid. Feh. Gotta treat 40+ yr olds like they're 8 and earning an allowance.
I'm also mulling over whether or not to go back to college. Not really *seriously* mind you.. maybe for some of those silly classes, like poetry, or photography, or drawing. I think I could handle that. I don't think there's any way I could handle something like Calc or Physics right now. But again, that's not something gnawing away at me when I try to sleep.
I don't know what it is. I can't get comfortable. Then I can't quiet my mind. Then it's too bright, then too loud, then the cat's on me... then then then... *head into wall* Argh!!!!!!
I'm so dead tired that I am falling asleep at work, yet it takes me HOURS to fall asleep at home. This is not good.