I could have never imagined al of the awful things that people are going through lately. I feel as though my internship has opened my eyes to so many victims. I want to change that.

It's so frustrating. This is my 19th year in school, in about 7 months I will walk away with two Master Degress, yet I currently work a job that you don't even need a Bachelors degree for. It's one of those thins I should and could probably walk away from, it's so stressfull and literally pays nothing... but it's so gratifying. There really ( Read more... )

I don't know what it was that made my log into this thing tonight... Its been over 2 years since the last time I wrote in it. Everything has changed. It's rather bittersweet to think about how much can change in so little time. I wonder if anyone even reads this thing anymore, doubtful but that might actually be a good thing I think. We'll see ( Read more... )

you are absolutely amazing. and you'll never even know.

wow i haven't written in a really really long time. There are so many things that happened since the last time I wrote that I don't even know where to begin. Lets see.. my last year of college was absolutely amazing. Everything I could have asked for, awesome teachers, most amazing friends,perfect rooomies, crazy times, tough times, we've been ( Read more... )

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, ( Read more... )

I admit that I have been slacking completely with graduate school applications and I need to get my ass in gear asap ( Read more... )

hm. i have issues man... what the fuck.

i dont think ill ever be happy. i dont get it. i seem to screw things up a lot without even knowing it.

i suck at life pretty much.

being back at school is weird. for some reason. not sure why. i cant believe classes start tomorrow

shit i cant believe its my last semester being here. thats some sad stuff.

happy martin day.

i think i've finally come to realization as to what my problem is. i hate being alone. i cannot stand it. i have always had people with me or around me and i don't know what to do with myself when i'm by myself. when i'm at school and all 3 of my roomates are gone i freak out. i pace up and down our apartment and call everyone i know because i ( Read more... )