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I haven't been ennuiboy for a long time.
Kinda grew out of it.
If you want to know who I am or what I think,
get to know me.
not just the words I write or the things I say I'm feeling.
Spent last night walking alone in the night, again.
That's how I always end up, in every city I've lived.
So have the guts to get know people who live their lives alone,
off the computer,
because inside they're raging toward a better future, raging against waking up tomorrow.
there is so much anger in my heart all I can do is push people away and hope they understand they're the better for it. and they can either leave me behind, or understand that my anger is hopeless and that I'm being ridiculous.
so far no one has done the former.
so go outside and make friends with a homeless person. it helps.
Kinda grew out of it.
If you want to know who I am or what I think,
get to know me.
not just the words I write or the things I say I'm feeling.
Spent last night walking alone in the night, again.
That's how I always end up, in every city I've lived.
So have the guts to get know people who live their lives alone,
off the computer,
because inside they're raging toward a better future, raging against waking up tomorrow.
there is so much anger in my heart all I can do is push people away and hope they understand they're the better for it. and they can either leave me behind, or understand that my anger is hopeless and that I'm being ridiculous.
so far no one has done the former.
so go outside and make friends with a homeless person. it helps.