Death is a debt we all must pay.

[enmaai_13]

"Delay in vengeance gives a heavier blow..."

I repeated the words as carefully and as firmly as I could. His empty stare remained vacant. I smiled bitterly. It truly has been a long time. The glances speak of his unresolved questions that he often asked me secretly when we are isolated from the other two. I avoided the arguement by not opening my

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*gasps* *frowns* *tilts head*

[writer_craft]

My proposition about Ren's sex appeal will never change

But the guy is...whoa...so broken and hurt inside, isn't he? I wanna hug him And you know, Ai-hime...*looks at her in the eye without flinching* You should answer his question whatever that may be because I can see you don't like hurting each other with lame excuses and long silences.

*expression softens* You and Ren are friends...just that both of you are too cautious to be intimate.

*shrugs shoulders* Just a piece of my mind there, Ai-hime.

...

[enmaai_13]

I can see you don't like hurting each other with lame excuses and long silences.

You and Ren are friends...just that both of you are too cautious to be intimate.

*frowns in silence*

*recovers composure*

I think I know what you are trying to implore...and I know you just wanted to advise me for the better but...*looks away from Harley-chan's gaze*

I somehow feel demeaned by that remark of yours. Maybe that's only because I am...not used to telling people how I feel.

I am not offended too much though, Harley-chan. You are a good friend.

Why do you feel that way?

[writer_craft]

Ai-hime, I like you and I don't want misunderstandings between us.

I really love you as a friend.

I do.

I really do!

*blinks*

[enmaai_13]

You have not offended me at all.

I was just being vague. I have been doing a lot of thinking concerning my position with Ren. He is not a violent type of guy and you can reason out with him pretty quickly and he understands well. But...

*looks down*

I am not sure why he seems persistent.

*sighs* It's okay, Harley-chan. I really appreciate you more that anybody else for coming her as often as you could. Karin-chan also visits me when she has the time and with the two of you around, that I am much thankful for.

I am thinking about what Ren-kun asked you...

[sasamori_karin]

but I guess I can wait...

Ai-chan, since you lived for years that nobody could, you should understand by now that not all rules are meant to be followed! ^_____^ You keep on saying that you are not allowed to do this, you are not allowed to do that, but try following what you want! It is as important as your job and companions. To be human or an alien or Jigoku Shoujo, we are still the same. We have our own mind and feelings. You are not considered a toy or a pet that needs to follow every order. >_^

By the way this is a nice entry, Ai-chan. Now that I think of it, I havent heard from you for a long time already. Welcome back. I do hope to hear what happened between you and Ren-kun... what you talked about, that is. ^o^

The reason behind my absence

[enmaai_13]

To be human or an alien or Jigoku Shoujo, we are still the same. We have our own mind and feelings. You are not considered a toy or a pet that needs to follow every order

*smiles sadly* I seriously doubt that.

I was gone because I was temporary relieved from my duty when I was called in the purgatory court to testify about a case *lowers voice*

*sighs*

Maybe I might write about that if I can gather my thoughts about it...as well as the dilemma with Ren