Feb 22, 2008 20:41
***I wrote an entry while out of wifi range so thats why 2 posts so soon!*
I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately and it may, it probably is but I think i've finally decided to leave EB. It's just a toxic enviroment, everyone there hates it and talks about that all the time, I try so hard to stay positive but how is that possible when everyone around you is so negative? They really are great about staying around my schedule but how is that enough?
I was talking to my mom and honestly sometimes i forget how amazing my mother is, SHE told me that she and my father will pay my gas money for me so that I can volunteer at places that will benefit my resume for when I graduate. So I'm super super excited that I'm going to be able to volunteer at places like Life Essentials and some place like an MHRS that deal with mental health/substance abuse problems, and hopefully get a side job so I can have a little side cash also. I just feel like I've finally found what I've been put on this earth to do.. maybe these will make the next 3 years go by faster until I can graduate! Don't change majors people: you'll end up in school forever!!
Molly got a trachietomy (sp?) today so hopefully that will help her breathe better and once she gets stabilized they are going to move her to a rehab center in ATL so she can be closer to where her parents and family life so the Welchs won't have to live out of a hotel room... so pray for Molly to stabilize!! OH and they did a brain scan and her hemorrage has cleared up so woooo hooo! go molly mole, i love you my rap obsessed girl!