Call the lawyers
I'm not quite sure how I'm suppose to take this? I understand that he's put me in a position of trust that some people have strived for their whole life but what is so great about me that has allowed me to cut all the rest that have been waiting in line? Maybe this is his way of saying that in which cannot be put into words? Maybe this is the leading to a scapegoat or distraction in case he gets caught up and needs someone to take the wrap. You have to be careful in this line of work and remember how quickly blood pours and when it's starts whether you know it or not; it's blood in and blood out. Either way you look at it there's going to be a messy trail to you.
But is it worth more than your family? The casual commitment you make to your mother to be home before the night is over? Just as he has put you on this pedastel whether it be for public display or a place of worship to flee from life's nuisances he's looking in your direction and whatever it is that I posses brings his mind to a stand still where it can finally be put at ease and excercise the desires and all in which he has set aside for the duration of his lifetime just so he could live up to the lifestyle that he felt was necessary up until now.
It's hard to say if there's a right or wrong way to lead your life. Everyone finds what works for them and kinda play it by ear. Many follow the blueprint that their parents have drawn for them through thier childhood and the floor plan gains dimensions and the walls given color and the plumbing and electricals slowly integrate themself as you picture how they should as you grow through your adolescence and into a young adult where you can evaluate what life has in store with you and what you decide to so with yours. Maybe you'll decide to rent and move house to house as mine did and taking life as it comes. It's all very hard to tell and for no ones eyes or ears because they aren't capable of seeing your vision the way you want it to be seen.
So what am I doing here? Am I hoping that this unravels into something more as it slowly has? Can I keep up with this guy and am I ready to roll with the punches just out of respect and infatuation for the man and does he think of you the same way? Or is he just telling you nonsense and you're just eating it up the way you know you shouldn't. Tread cautiously and be sure to listen to the sounds in the background, trust people about as far as you can throw them and you'd be lucky if you could even lift this guy, don't forget about who you are and don't lose sight of your priorities and ambitions and remember your just as prone to fall back into the hands of our criminal system and whether you live in the twentieth century where kindles breathe high definition and Dolby surround the courts still see things in black and white.
But is it worth more than your family? The casual commitment you make to your mother to be home before the night is over? Just as he has put you on this pedastel whether it be for public display or a place of worship to flee from life's nuisances he's looking in your direction and whatever it is that I posses brings his mind to a stand still where it can finally be put at ease and excercise the desires and all in which he has set aside for the duration of his lifetime just so he could live up to the lifestyle that he felt was necessary up until now.
It's hard to say if there's a right or wrong way to lead your life. Everyone finds what works for them and kinda play it by ear. Many follow the blueprint that their parents have drawn for them through thier childhood and the floor plan gains dimensions and the walls given color and the plumbing and electricals slowly integrate themself as you picture how they should as you grow through your adolescence and into a young adult where you can evaluate what life has in store with you and what you decide to so with yours. Maybe you'll decide to rent and move house to house as mine did and taking life as it comes. It's all very hard to tell and for no ones eyes or ears because they aren't capable of seeing your vision the way you want it to be seen.
So what am I doing here? Am I hoping that this unravels into something more as it slowly has? Can I keep up with this guy and am I ready to roll with the punches just out of respect and infatuation for the man and does he think of you the same way? Or is he just telling you nonsense and you're just eating it up the way you know you shouldn't. Tread cautiously and be sure to listen to the sounds in the background, trust people about as far as you can throw them and you'd be lucky if you could even lift this guy, don't forget about who you are and don't lose sight of your priorities and ambitions and remember your just as prone to fall back into the hands of our criminal system and whether you live in the twentieth century where kindles breathe high definition and Dolby surround the courts still see things in black and white.