Body snatchers
I guess this is what all the rush is about. To watch us all claw away at the walls and watch eyes turn red and tempers rise. I'm treading carefully and not expecting much. I have to commemorate him doing a good job programming me. It was a unique script that would gain the envy and jealousy of bill gates. I find out more and more about my situation by the day.
In the end I guess it all discredits my story and I'm back to square one. It doesn't really matter because all this going around in circles has really got me familar with my surroundings and I pass up little things on the road that I recognize from before leaving a sense of nostalgia and calms me when I know I'm not lost. I'm not Going to be suckered into the same corner that's given me something to lean on and at least has kept me standing.
It doesn't matter who the person is you can more or less say they are all the same. I notice the same personality shift they undergo depending on who is joining them, I notice the same vengeful bite the second they've felt that I have done wrong, and I notice the same spiteful games they wish they stood a chance playing. But I will plee, propose, address alternative methods and wish nothing more than friendship and harmony but they make it clear that the fight for this trophy is something they have guaranteed them self they will win. Because they have been through it before, cause they are older than my dad. But my friend, I'm sorry your about 5 years late from having that advantage. And I know better than to believe its as simple as it's been laid before me. But if you really want a shot then you have it; I know I have enough patience to watch you fuck up first.
There was once a time when I believed that pursuing someone older would cause for less drama. Wrong. Most of them have been hurt so bad over the years expect that you be too at the end of it.