Sunday: you may notice that this is not Thursday. Or Saturday

Oct 10, 2010 23:10

Well, I am a lazybones. Today, slept until 2:30. Not a proud moment for me. Well.

My computer screen/monitor has been broken. You'll never guess how. I threw Roomate X a soda bottle. He returned fire, winged me & it bounced into the screen and cracked it. The Viewsonic has served me well. But it was bottom heavy, had confusing controls for the picture, it had difficulty with cords, and it was quite fuzzy. Good reason to upgrade. Might go to 21" or 22".

Castlevania has been released. I'm not certain I want to get it now, but I will. I'm a fan of Castlevania. I enjoy its aesthetics, its gameplay, and the mythology.

Lately I've been getting headaches. I don't know why, but its probably to do with sleeping late.

I read Chew. Loved it. Not much more I can say, as I don't know how to critique it, but it left me quite satisfied.

Nine days until New Vegas is released. Can't wait. After that is Bakuretsucon, where I can finally get some master or perfect grade gundam models. I bought one at anime central, and it took me a total of eight hours to assemble it. I loved every minute. It reminded me of when I was seven, just after moving into WFB. New home, unfamiliar people, that f--king a--hat who sat behind me and manged to get me in trouble for his bulls--t. Good times.

Some days, I think about just breaking into places using a lockpick. Just looking around. I know its trespassing, but still there's a part of me that wants an adventure and isn't sheepish about going on one. There's an abandoned motel on Main street, and we would joke about going on an adventure. Incidentally, it looks like something out of Silent Hill, which I was in the process of completing that year.

These rambles seem to be helping.

I know I'm not good at much. I really want to be good at something, to say "I did this, and I did it well." My professor has a charity going on, and its about the students. Everything is done by the students. I feel so useless because I just feel like everything I'm learning is for nothing. I don't like my major. I don't like most of the majors available, and I have no clue what I want to do for my life. All these inspirational stories just make me see how sad my life is. I have so much going for me, but just drain it. GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. So tired of feeling like a sack of useless bones.

At least I'm getting mileage out of my HTML class

roomate x, video games, optional, design, random thoughts, bored, nostalgia, rachel, injury, lazy, wangst

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