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sooo...this weekend was gay days in orlando. overall i had a good time, but not as much fun as last year. this year chucky and dani went with me. friday night was an absolute blast. i drank quite a bit that night both at the hotel and at the club we went to. i believe the club was Bongos. it was HOTT. in temperature as well!!! there were sooo many ppl there. yeah, seriously good time! saturday during the day i drank a few beers...4-5. i really can't drink and be out in the sun...it makes me sick. dani got wasted and blacked out. i took care of her and watched after her...not b/c i felt like i had to, but b/c i wanted to. i made sure she didn't lose anything (sunglasses, shoes, etc...). sat night my tummy started hurting and being upset and i thought it was just something i ate, but now i've talked to quite a few ppl who have had the same thing. some of them even went to the doctor and were told they have a stomach virus. so yeah, i still felt shitty on sunday. we hung out by the pool a little bit and it ended up raining. so chucky and i hung out for awhile...we went and ate at Uno's (i effing love that place). and we just hung out around the hotel and shot the shit w/ ppl. i hung out w/ a ton of different friends this weekend which was awesome!!! i <3 beko, dee, colin, becca, michelle, jamie, jen d, vinni, meredith, lil amanda, ree, kristen, jill, marie, etc.. and all the new ppl i met including odie and amber who got engaged at the pool party on saturday. We missed the actual propsal, but I heard it was beautiful and i'm sure it was. Those 2 girls definitely belong together. they are absolutely adorable. yep, so all in all i had a great time and am happy i got to see some good ppl. i was also really impressed that Erin pulled me aside on Friday and talked to me. She basically said she didn't want any problems with me. I thought that was awesome and took some balls. I have never said i have a problem with her...she just hated on me for awhile. le sigh...today is back to the grind =) which kinda sux. i can't wait to be independantly wealthy.
oh yeah, so i feel bad for st. nick. he got fired yesterday and yeah, he shouldn't have. he was a great worker for starbucks and they fired him w/out any kind of warning. poor st. nick =( chucky took him to buy a new car yesterday...he got a new jetta gli turbo. i haven't seen it, but i'm sure it's sweet. i'm sure he'll miss his 350z anniversery ed. , but he's been talking about trading it in since he's had it. also, maybe he won't get as many speeding tickets in the jetta!
just a quick note to myself... it will be 3 weeks tomorrow since dani and i had any sort of problem. that's the last time i freaked out on her. she really makes me feel better...even when i do get upset. i know i can talk to her and even if she doesn't understand my feelings or why i feel that way, she still makes me feel validated and like i can talk to her about anything. although i don't like to talk to her about my feelings when i think that what i'm feeling is "wrong" or out of place. anyways, yeah, things are going well and i feel like i'm learning a great deal about controlling my emotions and dealing with them...ie. focusing on the positive instead of any negative.
k...that's enuf for now
xx
oh yeah, so i feel bad for st. nick. he got fired yesterday and yeah, he shouldn't have. he was a great worker for starbucks and they fired him w/out any kind of warning. poor st. nick =( chucky took him to buy a new car yesterday...he got a new jetta gli turbo. i haven't seen it, but i'm sure it's sweet. i'm sure he'll miss his 350z anniversery ed. , but he's been talking about trading it in since he's had it. also, maybe he won't get as many speeding tickets in the jetta!
just a quick note to myself... it will be 3 weeks tomorrow since dani and i had any sort of problem. that's the last time i freaked out on her. she really makes me feel better...even when i do get upset. i know i can talk to her and even if she doesn't understand my feelings or why i feel that way, she still makes me feel validated and like i can talk to her about anything. although i don't like to talk to her about my feelings when i think that what i'm feeling is "wrong" or out of place. anyways, yeah, things are going well and i feel like i'm learning a great deal about controlling my emotions and dealing with them...ie. focusing on the positive instead of any negative.
k...that's enuf for now
xx