if love is madness, then im a liar.
well. katie and i are just friends. im suffering from panic attacks at least 2 or 3 times a day and i am having breathing problems. um im being prescribed on anti-depressants and i think i might have to see a shrink. im very stressed out lately cuz i lost the love of my life and i just feel like i need friends now more then ever. Katie is still my friend and thats good. i just wish it was more because i was so damn happy.
i dont know what else to say. i have to go to school in 4 hours. then lax, then home.
i didnt know i could hurt so much emotionally and physically from breakign up with someone. but then again. i never have been seperated from the girl that i loved and forever will love. she means so much to me.
a long time ago i said i wouldnt know what i would do if i lost her. i know now..
ill hurt for all time.
i dont know what else to say. i have to go to school in 4 hours. then lax, then home.
i didnt know i could hurt so much emotionally and physically from breakign up with someone. but then again. i never have been seperated from the girl that i loved and forever will love. she means so much to me.
a long time ago i said i wouldnt know what i would do if i lost her. i know now..
ill hurt for all time.