Mar 15, 2006 15:54
theres a lot of changes going on. im not a fan of any of them. all of spring break has consisted of no sleep, tears, and freaking hunger pains cuz i cant eat. there are major relationship issues between me and katie. we have temporarily seperated for a couple reasons. i just need her more then she knows it. without her im a wreck. i worte a song about it last ngiht when i coudlnt sleep.
a rose bush is in the garden
waiting for attention's gaze.
its waiting for a future home and
a life with kids and praise.
its needs a lot of water. it cant be
taken care of fast
it has to be worked on real hard or
the rose with become the past.
im not giving up on that plant that i have
or the person i share it with...
but the pain that the thorns
provide deep in my heart
is the deepest ive ever felt.
the pedals will drop i nthe middle of fall
while the oak pollen itches at our eyes.
and we'll hold each other and cry cry cry
and we'll hope that our plant wont die....
it wont die....
i still love her...