the lyrics in this song sing straight from my diary
i cant wait until saturday afternoon. then, part of my stressful life will be done, eventhough i am pretty much 100% im gonna do worse this time around. oh well, fuck college.
im glad im not applying early decision either, too much stress...im having a hard enough time handling everyday life. no more college bullshit im done.
lately, i havent been the happiest person. most aspects of it though i think, "hey, not sooo bad" but the one thing in my life that ive always pictured as a permanent ficture, i feel, is slowly ending. i find myself more frustrated and stressed out with it more than anything. and my parents arent helping. no im not talking about college, im not talking about school, im talking about the people in my life. im finally realizing that there are certain people i just cant deal with anymore (sorry). it breaks my heart to think it cant be like it used to be, but i cant brush things off anymore and just ignore every itty bitty thing. im older, more mature, and i cant be bothered with petty shit thats just not gonna matter and that is gonna bite my in the ass for no reason. im done its over and thats it. i wash my hands of everything. the person you have reached is unavailable right now, please hang up, and try again....and if they never pick up just leave them the fuck alone.
now im crying. i hate it when i do that.
im glad im not applying early decision either, too much stress...im having a hard enough time handling everyday life. no more college bullshit im done.
lately, i havent been the happiest person. most aspects of it though i think, "hey, not sooo bad" but the one thing in my life that ive always pictured as a permanent ficture, i feel, is slowly ending. i find myself more frustrated and stressed out with it more than anything. and my parents arent helping. no im not talking about college, im not talking about school, im talking about the people in my life. im finally realizing that there are certain people i just cant deal with anymore (sorry). it breaks my heart to think it cant be like it used to be, but i cant brush things off anymore and just ignore every itty bitty thing. im older, more mature, and i cant be bothered with petty shit thats just not gonna matter and that is gonna bite my in the ass for no reason. im done its over and thats it. i wash my hands of everything. the person you have reached is unavailable right now, please hang up, and try again....and if they never pick up just leave them the fuck alone.
now im crying. i hate it when i do that.