WARNING: this entry WILL sound emo
this weekend has really made me self evaluate A LOT. i think last night and tonight were the pinnacle of the thinking. things i figured out this weekend:
1. i need to be honest with other people AND myself
2. im surrounded by fake people
3. sleep is overrated
4. drinking is bad
5. i know why i havent been able to hold down a steady relationship
6. number 5 scares the absolute SHIT out of me.
7. drinking is baddd..worse than you think
8. i hurt people way too much
9.sometimes i can be a bad person
10. i need a prom date
next week starts the last quarter of my high school career. this week i find out from northeastern..then comes my final choice..new paltz or neu? find out next week at livejournal.com...i cant wait to go to college, i cant wait for this summer, to find time to read, get a tan, and have those summer friends i tend to make..
everything is changing before me. my family.my f a m i l y. friendships. work. play. work ethic.attitude. brain.
who are you and what have you done with my sister?
--i wish i knew, but i feel like its almost too late for that.
time for a shower and a lil nap, or as many of you call it Sleep.
1. i need to be honest with other people AND myself
2. im surrounded by fake people
3. sleep is overrated
4. drinking is bad
5. i know why i havent been able to hold down a steady relationship
6. number 5 scares the absolute SHIT out of me.
7. drinking is baddd..worse than you think
8. i hurt people way too much
9.sometimes i can be a bad person
10. i need a prom date
next week starts the last quarter of my high school career. this week i find out from northeastern..then comes my final choice..new paltz or neu? find out next week at livejournal.com...i cant wait to go to college, i cant wait for this summer, to find time to read, get a tan, and have those summer friends i tend to make..
everything is changing before me. my family.my f a m i l y. friendships. work. play. work ethic.attitude. brain.
who are you and what have you done with my sister?
--i wish i knew, but i feel like its almost too late for that.
time for a shower and a lil nap, or as many of you call it Sleep.