suckah
haven't updated in a while due to this week and last being extremely busy. i've had rehearsals like all day every day -_-. and it doesn't end until this sunday. i can't help feeling like these long rehearsals are a waste of time :/. it's not like i have a great part and it's not like i'm best friends with the whole cast. i mean, it's enjoyable and all.. i just hate spending so much time on it.
i have a strange feeling that my grades this quarter will be not-so-good. i don't know whether to attribute my lack of studyage to my busy schedule of late, senioritis, classes, or all three. either way, i really hope i can shake off these poor habits by the time i get to college. i really don't want to be this lazy next year. especially if i go to a tough competitive school like johns hopkins or duke.. i'll have to work super hard just to keep up with everyone else. i'm not sure if i'm capable of that. i guess we'll see.
speaking of college, the position i'm in right now is so bittersweet. i love that i was accepted to 5 awesome colleges but i hate that i have to make this decision right now (and in less than a month!). i honestly thought i would have at most 3 or 4 to chose from. ugh, i just don't know what to do! each university has some major pros and also some major cons. i'll definitely post more details about these pros and cons when i have more time. i don't want to have to transfer. *sigh* but yah, i'll be visiting hopkins this tuesday. i'm missing yet another day of school. i've pretty much given up on senior exemptions. and another thing about colleges.. i'd seriously like to know who the hell gets into the ivies. i haven't heard of anyone at GH who did and we have some CRAZY smart/talented/overachiever people in my class. i just don't understand it. O_o
i love this gorgeous spring weather! it smelled like anime (especially utena) today.. don't ask me to explain that.
i think i'm gonna create a new journal soon. i want a new name and a fresh start with entries. i'll probably keep this journal alive but make all the entries private (i'm hoping it's possible to do that).
random edit: i just found out that if i go to duke i get a free ipod! duke is the man.
i have a strange feeling that my grades this quarter will be not-so-good. i don't know whether to attribute my lack of studyage to my busy schedule of late, senioritis, classes, or all three. either way, i really hope i can shake off these poor habits by the time i get to college. i really don't want to be this lazy next year. especially if i go to a tough competitive school like johns hopkins or duke.. i'll have to work super hard just to keep up with everyone else. i'm not sure if i'm capable of that. i guess we'll see.
speaking of college, the position i'm in right now is so bittersweet. i love that i was accepted to 5 awesome colleges but i hate that i have to make this decision right now (and in less than a month!). i honestly thought i would have at most 3 or 4 to chose from. ugh, i just don't know what to do! each university has some major pros and also some major cons. i'll definitely post more details about these pros and cons when i have more time. i don't want to have to transfer. *sigh* but yah, i'll be visiting hopkins this tuesday. i'm missing yet another day of school. i've pretty much given up on senior exemptions. and another thing about colleges.. i'd seriously like to know who the hell gets into the ivies. i haven't heard of anyone at GH who did and we have some CRAZY smart/talented/overachiever people in my class. i just don't understand it. O_o
i love this gorgeous spring weather! it smelled like anime (especially utena) today.. don't ask me to explain that.
i think i'm gonna create a new journal soon. i want a new name and a fresh start with entries. i'll probably keep this journal alive but make all the entries private (i'm hoping it's possible to do that).
random edit: i just found out that if i go to duke i get a free ipod! duke is the man.