here it is
So far things are way different this year. my old friendships seem non exisistant, new ones flourishingm work is going good, car is shitty. I did my taxes and looks like i will be getting a nice little chunk back which i know ill go to my new(er) car. This is weird, for the first time in Danny history i am not looking for nor am i pursuing a relationship. I have said before that i dont look for it (but secretly i have) this time its different. I have no idea how to describe it. I feel different. I dont give a frogs fat ass about being with a guy. my libido has gone down too. maybe i am going through some sorta of depression or i dont know.
I used to want to be like every other gay boy. skinny, hot, great teeth, perfect hair. flawless skin. I finally realized, that i will never be that. try as i might, i am just different. and thats ok. this is my last year of my 20's. i need to catch up on the real me.
Phillips was being a duche, hope he pulled the tampon out of his ass. god that pissed me off. i like to think i been a pretty damn good friend. and all i ask is for that in return. we only hang out when its been convinient for him. yes its true, so if your reading this, deal with it. you either been too "tired" or some other excuse.
danny (not me) is 23. lives in michigan. hes visiting next month. i dont think i want to see him.
I used to want to be like every other gay boy. skinny, hot, great teeth, perfect hair. flawless skin. I finally realized, that i will never be that. try as i might, i am just different. and thats ok. this is my last year of my 20's. i need to catch up on the real me.
Phillips was being a duche, hope he pulled the tampon out of his ass. god that pissed me off. i like to think i been a pretty damn good friend. and all i ask is for that in return. we only hang out when its been convinient for him. yes its true, so if your reading this, deal with it. you either been too "tired" or some other excuse.
danny (not me) is 23. lives in michigan. hes visiting next month. i dont think i want to see him.