Work, WOrk, and then work to die...
SOrry, I just have to go to work in a couple of minutes, so just wanted to share with you a piece of me for taday. I feel kinda bad, I just gave Cindy my xanga website, I feel like I just infested her with all the evils of life. But then again, since she knows the existence of my posts, it seems as putrid to exclude her. I have decided to be this new person. WHile my exotic drive in my car, I thought about it a lot. I wanna be a mix of my sister and my friends. Its time to change my "morbid" attitude. But I still want some part of it alive. I felt different today. Maybe its because I told my sister about my crush. Or maybe I felt the tension of a short life. Either way, my life's changing. I am going to be this new person, its exciting. A rodeo, a Harley ride, really.
But I've discovered, I have no way of being agnostic, no matter how hard I try. I have to blame it on someone. Blame for my life, wierd, uncalled for deaths, my unstable mom, wtv. There's someone to blame for all this. Maybe that's why he's here, who knows what he's about. I cant wait for school for some reason. Actually there is a reason, I go back to living with my Uncle, and continue going to that new school that promises me an ever-challenging education. Actually its more like escaping from here, which I would have to, once rikky goes back to college, its like deserted here. A desert, with a population of cactus that bleeds. An insolent area where the sun blazes, and makes you cry for water.
Ya happy?, I'm sticking to this now....
But I've discovered, I have no way of being agnostic, no matter how hard I try. I have to blame it on someone. Blame for my life, wierd, uncalled for deaths, my unstable mom, wtv. There's someone to blame for all this. Maybe that's why he's here, who knows what he's about. I cant wait for school for some reason. Actually there is a reason, I go back to living with my Uncle, and continue going to that new school that promises me an ever-challenging education. Actually its more like escaping from here, which I would have to, once rikky goes back to college, its like deserted here. A desert, with a population of cactus that bleeds. An insolent area where the sun blazes, and makes you cry for water.
Ya happy?, I'm sticking to this now....