Bikini-Clad Bimbos: Coincidental Benefit or Ulterior Motive?
Oddly enough some form of stress seems to have entered me. I'm not sure why, I guess just pre-travel stuff, though there isn't too much to really stress about. Guess I'm just weird. I think it's also a potent mix because there is some excitement and anticipation mixed in there too. It's not that I am worried, but I just have this weird reason I am not going to get everythine done in time, or I will forget something. I think part of me is also somewhat guilty that I am leaving behind the people I would usually hang out with during the summer for a good chunk of time. I know nobody is neccesarily guilt tripping me, but who says one can't guilt trip oneself. Maybe once I hit the nice Florida weather, beaches, and bikini-clad bimbos (a joke... ha... I wouldn't hit them.... oh, and I'm also not going to Florida for them.... well..... maybe.... a little) things will be a little bit better.
Heading out to Ajax for the weekend. I want to spend some time with the kids, because in many ways I am most guilty about them. I didn't spend nearly enough time with the Ajaxians throughout the school year, and I don't like being the absent Uncle, Brother, and Brother-in-Law. I mean they are busy, I am busy, but still. I ended up spending more time with Miles and Elisha, etc, last year than I did my own family, which might possibly be a first, i.e. more time spent with friends than family. Harrison was already guilt tripping me about not being here to see Spider-Man 2 with him. Anyway, I am looking forward to this weekend, and a chance to spend a longer time with them. Though also part of me is also a bit anxious, as if that time I am out there could be used to do whatever I am worried I am going to forget to do or be unable to do. Sigh. You can never win, can you?
I'm sure as soon as I get a hug from either of the kids I'll be all better though.
Heading out to Ajax for the weekend. I want to spend some time with the kids, because in many ways I am most guilty about them. I didn't spend nearly enough time with the Ajaxians throughout the school year, and I don't like being the absent Uncle, Brother, and Brother-in-Law. I mean they are busy, I am busy, but still. I ended up spending more time with Miles and Elisha, etc, last year than I did my own family, which might possibly be a first, i.e. more time spent with friends than family. Harrison was already guilt tripping me about not being here to see Spider-Man 2 with him. Anyway, I am looking forward to this weekend, and a chance to spend a longer time with them. Though also part of me is also a bit anxious, as if that time I am out there could be used to do whatever I am worried I am going to forget to do or be unable to do. Sigh. You can never win, can you?
I'm sure as soon as I get a hug from either of the kids I'll be all better though.