No such thing as perfection
I'm finally a college graduate, and I'm continuing my education. I have two dream jobs, both are in the top 10 hot spots of SA. I'm about to not be broke again. I made a new best friend, I know we were meant to be. I have a home boy who smokes me out regularly and I know I can trust with my life, and despite sexual tension I know he will never ever jeopardize our friendship. I have a best friend, soul mate even, miles away but always with me. I have my whole future ahead of me, and it's never looked brighter. And then...I have a neglecting boyfriend, or whatever it is, who drives me to despair and failed to be there for me when I needed him the most. I thought it was just fate, that he was meant to abandon me so that I would find my own way in this world. And then it began to drive me to madness, and poor choices, and now to terrible consequences. Fun has it's price. Love is blind. I learned to never love without being loved in return. Most importantly, I learned the value of print honesty. It's time to be true to myself and no one else...despite my circumstances. I don't blame him, it's my fault for trying to be someone I'm not. And now I will pay for it the rest of my life, and I have no one to blame but myself...