i dont want to go back if there there is a possibility that i am going to die..

[engravedheart]

suddenly i am so scared.. my dad is telling me that by the end of the summer, if it gets too dangerous i wont go back. some of my family who is LIVING in the areas of israel that are being bombed, are being scared and thinking about moving south or to stay with us in boston until the threats die down.. i am just so scared

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[mrsboreanaz]

omg hun..i just wanna hug you :/ i dont know what to say, since i dont know how the hell it must feel! i can just say that if you want to talk about it, i'm here.

[engravedheart]

your care means so much to me! REALLY! i just dont know what to do with myself right now..

[mrsboreanaz]

aww..i can really cry right now, i just dont want anything to happen!! my tears about to come..but i should be supportive, not cry like a baby! :)

[engravedheart]

crying doesnt mean you aren't being supportive.. it just means you care..

but now i am starting to panic again..

[mrsboreanaz]

yeah, i know :)

i know the feeling..i've had panicattacks, and you know that :) the best thing is just to breath. If you mean that kinda attack?

[engravedheart]

well it isn't an attack.. more of a really stressed out moment but not too serious.

[mrsboreanaz]

yeah okay, well, you got someone to talk to right? your dad? your mom?

[engravedheart]

yes of course :) thank you for caring

xoxoxoxo

[mrsboreanaz]

yeah, well, its kinda hard not to! :) you're one of my fav people on earth! lol

*hugs*

[engravedheart]

and you're one of mine ;)

[mrsboreanaz]

aw, thanks :) we're two loveable people, thats just something people have to understand :P