Shattered and broken.

[englishmuppet]

Sometimes life can really take it out of you, or at least that's the conclusion that I reached last night after crying solidly and manically for over an hour and a half over "he who shall remain nameless". I just feel so broken. I care about him so much and I'm such a mess because of it. The tears last night were 2 and a half years worth of build

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[babyness]

Men will always have a firm hold on the minds and hearts of us girlies, as much as we like to think we have control over it! I've never really been in a similar situation, so I'm not quite sure what to suggest but I do know for a fact that you can't go on like you are doing. You need to get it off your chest. I think what's causing a lot of the upset is the not knowing. Crazy as this might sound, it might actually HELP if you told him. I don't know who he is, but if you tell him and he does (in the nicest way possible) let you down then at least you'll know that it's time to start thinking about getting over him. And if he does let you down, he wasn't worth your time anyway. I know those sound like harsh words, but I'm just trying to see this situation objectively as I don't really know him (he's just a faceless nameless 3-legged being to me lol).
Cheer up chick, we're all here for you xxx

[anonymous]

Hey Kate

Aww I have tears in my eyes reading this entry. I know how you feel bout exams STRESS!! but just take it one at a time.
As for your other issue I think that after exams you should definitely tell this person how you feel , trust me you will feel a million times better when you have - even if they don't feel the same. If you ever need a chat you know where i am.
lv Tara xxx

[homeisadream]

Pray, trust God to lead you in the right direction...whether or not he who shall remain nameless is waiting for you down that path. Pray about it and follow what God tells you. Just remember 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 love never fails. God has the love described in these verses for you and will make all end for good. I have never talked with you face to face and I don't know if I ever will, but I can still say this. As a brother in Christ I love you as well. If thewre is ever anything I can do for you (not a whole lot it seems) just ask. The mouse and the lion remember?

Forever dreaming...Colby

[englishmuppet]

thank you SO much colby, you have no idea how much that means to me. I have a feeling that i'm going to be praying about this one for a good long while. LOL thank you so much for your support. *hugs*

God bless,
love Kate xxx