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[engeru]

well...last night we talked like always...ofcoarse this time i made him get off....i was worried..i dint want him sleepy all day because of my selfish need. Last night i had some trouble sleeping...and i had a dream....at first it was a plane...in a storm...i was in it...the plane would shake violently...i put on some music to calm down and i sang

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[engeru]

im really sorry...i dint mean to...i guess i was so stuck in my mind of everything i could not think...maybe i am living in a world of fantasy...maybe i did fall in love in one week..but i dint fall in love with his voice...i feel in love with him because his kind...and sweet...he's understanding and smart..i can talk to him about anything and he will help me with problems..i dint fall in love with him cause he said it...and i would be very scared if some random guy came up to me and said that...and i was joking about chado...thats why i put cough cough...listen im sorry...and i will never talk about him infront of you ever again...i just hope your still my friends and your not mad at me...im sorry you feel like im jumping off the same cliff...but i know im not stupid...we have talked and we did we learned about each other...i know alot about him and he does about me...we talk about everything and we trust each other....i will not say any more and i will not get mad over this...for once in my life i feel calm and not stressed...let me enjoy that...even if its for a little while...