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well...last night we talked like always...ofcoarse this time i made him get off....i was worried..i dint want him sleepy all day because of my selfish need. Last night i had some trouble sleeping...and i had a dream....at first it was a plane...in a storm...i was in it...the plane would shake violently...i put on some music to calm down and i sang along with it...after a while the place began to fall...i still did not pay attention...i was still listening..silently praying....suddenly it stopped...everything.....the plane stopped moving and the sky was clear...we were no longer falling...when we got out i ran to someone...i ran all i could cause i knew i was scared...i ran and ran..until i saw what i had been running for...i quickly gave him a hug and stayed there...when i looked up to see his face...i woke up...i looked at the time and it said 6:30. i sighed and thought about it...and this is my thought:
Me and Evan will go through hard times...like a storm...but in the end it will all be ok...we will learn...and when we learn we grow...
now i told mimic i would think about something...and i did...after thinking i went to sleep and that was my dream...but anyway...my thoughts are this:
i believe i need to learn...my mom had shut me out of the world...how am i suppose to be ready for the future? if i dont even have experience...i need to go out and learn...find out things...somethings may hurt me...but they will prepare me for the future and i will know not to do that again...Evan has tought me how to love, how to care, that not all guys are male shovenest pigs ::cough cough:: chado ::cough:: anyway yea...i will learn from this...weather good or bad i will learn..and i want to find out about it myself...not stories. Thank you so much for being concerend...and being worried...but i will be fine...let me spread my wings and sore...i will learn from everything...and i will be fine...the past can teach us...and make us stronger..
quote of the day:
love is like the wind...even though you cant see it...you feel it.
Me and Evan will go through hard times...like a storm...but in the end it will all be ok...we will learn...and when we learn we grow...
now i told mimic i would think about something...and i did...after thinking i went to sleep and that was my dream...but anyway...my thoughts are this:
i believe i need to learn...my mom had shut me out of the world...how am i suppose to be ready for the future? if i dont even have experience...i need to go out and learn...find out things...somethings may hurt me...but they will prepare me for the future and i will know not to do that again...Evan has tought me how to love, how to care, that not all guys are male shovenest pigs ::cough cough:: chado ::cough:: anyway yea...i will learn from this...weather good or bad i will learn..and i want to find out about it myself...not stories. Thank you so much for being concerend...and being worried...but i will be fine...let me spread my wings and sore...i will learn from everything...and i will be fine...the past can teach us...and make us stronger..
quote of the day:
love is like the wind...even though you cant see it...you feel it.