meh
This morning, I am feeling rather sad and nostalgic. Wanting the past couple of years back...like a do over.
Earlier, I was watching Blue's Clues with Ri as she was playing Mini's xylophone.
I remember when Mini was her age and doing the exact same thing - we were so close then. Always so close.. I miss that so much :/
I love Ri and it has nothing to do with choosing between children, but a lot of the time, I want it to be just Tommy and I.
I miss us being so close, I don't want him to feel left out - I love him soo much - he still is and always will be my "little man".
He's so precious to me.
I'm so angry at myself for lettine it get to this, for not making an effort to be with him more often or let him know how much I miss our time together. I forgot how important that is for a child to hear :(
I miss us - And I am so sorry...
Earlier, I was watching Blue's Clues with Ri as she was playing Mini's xylophone.
I remember when Mini was her age and doing the exact same thing - we were so close then. Always so close.. I miss that so much :/
I love Ri and it has nothing to do with choosing between children, but a lot of the time, I want it to be just Tommy and I.
I miss us being so close, I don't want him to feel left out - I love him soo much - he still is and always will be my "little man".
He's so precious to me.
I'm so angry at myself for lettine it get to this, for not making an effort to be with him more often or let him know how much I miss our time together. I forgot how important that is for a child to hear :(
I miss us - And I am so sorry...